i have screwed my life up i know.i have had mood swings as long as i can remember.i have an anger problem which manifests as pushing everything away as part of one of the moods.ive not been a good person a lot of times.whilst i was in the mental ward i got an electronic tag for not being good but i got it removed shortly after thanks to a good lawer.supposed to be on for 2 years i belive.dream on.the police were hacked off as the magistates court felt sorry for me and refused all the restrictions they asked for apart from fitting a tag.made the tag pointless.they saved face when they had to back out of the order by saying i was recieving support from all the agiencies who could ensure i was safe.now i have a terrible memory but i do rember being released from the mental ward and care handed back to my gp to be brought of the medication at the request of the consultant.he wanted me out of his clinic so had decided i had a personality dissorder and hey he cant treat that so i could be discharged and palmed off with a refferal for cbt.i dont remember any support from all "agiencies",perhaps i slept in and missed it.. felt like i was sticking 2 fingers up at the consultant when the lawer said they had to remove the tag it was so satisfying,he shouldnt have tried to be cleaver.when i saw him for the last appointment i told him id had the tag removed,boy did he change the subject quickly.i go with the magistrates attitude that i didnt deserve it really if i had then it would still be on
.you dont get a chance to defend yourself they just turn up and say an order for a tag has been approved and fit it,what a cheek. funny how they pushed for the tag then when it went pear shapped on them they turned round and tried to make out they were caring and looking after me.and i trusted these people to help me!!! bipolar,personality dissorder,wierd,normal,what does it matter,who cares anymore.