Now, today I move on without looking back. I am very happy and excited.
I have profound peace and a wonderful outlook on life.
I had a dream and it was a strange dream, as are all my dreams. There was the death of a beautiful and grand lady whose burial was happening right before me. She was revered and loved by those close to her. I saw a child and his little sister who picked up her doll for her. They were my ex's children in the dream. (He has 3 boys, two of who are twins in real life). I was very happy and I was soon moving to a new apartment with an old friend of mine from high school. It represented positivity, change, and a future.
I feel as if I've found myself. Like I am being honest about who I am, what I look for in a man, some things I must have in order for me to want to stay with him. Spontaneity loving affection must be a trait I will look for in a man, besides other things, of course, but this must be part of who he is. <3