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Feeling overwhelmed and all over the placeby quietgirl2538 on Tue Sep 02, 2014 2:20 am Lately I've been so intense in my emotions. I feel everything so strongly. And I change my mind in seconds. It's irritating. One moment I am angry at God the next I pray to Him. Then I am and unbeliever again. I get upset with family then when I have an emotional experience I forgive completely. Only to wake up the next morning and want to push them away again. And now, I feel so worn out. I haven't been working hard, I just feel so overwhelmed, fearful in failing my goals for little things like getting this home straightened out and cleaned up. I feel so unable to get it done that I am hiring a cleaning lady to help with the heavy duty work. It's just too much for me. I know that it's just housework but it's too much on me. And I have to take care of me. I have so much to do. From organizing things, to cleaning out some boxes from the move and cleaning the entire home. Not to mention keeping the kitchen spotless. Then there is keeping the new puppy taken care and keeping him from things in the house or taking him out often so there are no accidents. Ok, now I'm depressing myself. (not really depression in the actual term) I will see how I do this week. I kinda wish I still had the cleaning lady like before.
“There’s an Asian expression that ‘a burden shared is halved.’"
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