This will most likely be a short entry. I am stable on 1500mg of lithium, 15mg of Abilify, 300mg of Lamictal, and 300mg of Wellbutrin, plus 10mg Valium (diazepam) for anxiety, which lately I've been using regularly (I've experienced so much anxiety the past 3 weeks), and 50mg of Seroquel for sleeping. Life hasn't been all that great these last few days. I feel so emotional lately. I feel down in mood sometimes. Anxious. Friends suck sometimes. I am not perfect, but some of them can act "high and mighty." It is yet to be seen if a friendship is still there with this person. I am sort of still taking it all in, the argument, the bad treatment towards me, and that comment that said something to me of what she really thought of me. That she thought me as someone with no backbone. Yes ma'am I do have a backbone as you found out. I know I have bipolar and sometimes my emotions take me high or very low and I am afraid to be someone I no longer know who she is. I hide at home, and keep away from everyone and everything. I sort of miss that. It would have avoided this traumatic moment I recently experienced.
I am glad that I have the right combination of meds and the right amount too. I will end my entry here.