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Author:  maskedsanity [ Tue May 09, 2017 1:09 pm ]
Blog Subject:  I find it hard to say how I truly feel not due to.......

Hurting anybody's feelings. I tell it like it is and speak my mind and I couldn't care less who likes it. Now that being said I have dealt with a lot of narcissists, sociopaths, psychopaths,etc. My thoughts and feelings are ignored. I obviously don't expect them to take my feelings into consideration because that is what makes them narcissistic. But don't be suprised when I do the same to you. And when I finally had enough of their #######4. I explode/snap. I do have a Dr Jerkell & Hyde personality myself. I think I have undignosed personality disorders. I wasn't even diagnosed bipolar up until 3 years ago. I know I have a bit of ASPD and NPD. I don't know if I am a narcissistic sociopath or straight up narcissist. I think I have a bit of sociopathic and narcissistic traits. Whatever I still think I am wonderful and awesome deep down. I still love me. I clearly don't know how to love or at least in a healthy way. I usually just obsess or become infatuated with somebody. I think I might be right now
He mistakes it for love. He is a narcissistic sociopath or full blown sociopath though lol. He is too full of himself. He is the one who makes girls fall in love with his charm. He tells them what they wanna hear. He got me into drugs and alcohol. But I deleted his number because I got so angry when he kept giving me the silent treatment. If I see him I will do the same. I am not going to entertain him. I am more after attention. But I do enjoy being entertained too. I love attention more though. I hate being ignored. I get so much rage and I often snap on people who ignore me.

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