so they are changing my seroquel around and at this point wont put me on anything else they also put up my propranolol up - doctors can be soo frustrating

hopefully i will be put on new meds tomorrow to help with the anxiety which is driving me nuts - i feel like something is wrong with my brain - maybe i should get a ct scan to make shaw nothing else is wrong but they wont order it

so im still in hospital waiting to find out my fate on housing - were it will be - will it be alone (I HOPE) or with others (will just cause the same problems i have just had at my last house)

tomorrow there will be a meeting to see if i can stay in hospital till they find something or will i have to go some were else until they find something - im hoping i can stay in hospital

i dont like change and it is easer to stay here for now then moving around until they fing something more long term until i get public DHS housing

very anxious of the 'UNKNOWN' when i dont know what is going
not having a say in what happens also makes me anxious - more anxious then the unknown its self

i have to wait till about 2:30pm before my case manger will come and tell me whats going on - its going to be a long day of waiting

tonight im tired and might try and go to bed and if im still up at 10pm i will get sleeping tablets off the nurses

there are a few grupes tomorrow i will go to so that will help time pass

always waiting - we are always waiting for something or another - its never ending

i just had someone in my room going on about Eminem and his childhood and her childhood
just a rant of a crazy person

im bored and i miss the housemate i like. she will visit when she can she is very bussy
some of the people in here are really nuts i gess thats why they call it the nut house