Hello everyone I'm Maria I'm the host :3 ! This is my first time blogging and I'm going to blog about my journey with my Dissociative Identity Disorder. I like calling it a condition rather then a disorder because its just how we are
! Simon along with Penelope, and Justin will be helping with this article but I hope to have everyone helping one day.Simon- I'm a protector and I'm tasked with making sure that Maria is safe from harm. I want to help her with her anxiety and depression as much as the rest of us do. Since I'm only 10 I cant always be there to help so we have more then one protector to help. I'm spacing out sorry. She spaces out a lot when she tries to give us control. But its gotten much easier then when we first started helping her.
Penelope- ready! set GO! Hello everyone I'm Penelope not a protector but im helping as much as possible because i care about our host very much. She doesnt like tooting her own horn but shes a great host. I want to be a artist some day but she wants to be a therapist so i dont know if shell go to school for that or if shell take up her pen and pencil again and start drawing more.
Justin- Greetings everyone. Im Justin. Im not on the list of protectors but i help around the system to make sure she doesnt hurt herself. I was the one who intially did research back when she was first finding out about DID for her ex Kyle. She doesnt like talking about him much because it triggers her memories of him. She used to get very depressed when she thought of him. She was very suicidal at one point because of it. When she was dumped she locked herself in the bathroom and worried her father alot. He broke the door because of that
. She was off and on with her ability to hear us but shes since started begining to acknowledge us one by one. Shes finding new personas everyday pretty much. Shes very fragmented in her mind. But thats not necessarily a bad thing. its a very fun experience to be honest. I cant wait to meet the others. So far theres about 13 of us. Which is pretty normal for a first timer. According to her at least. She doesnt seem to experience black outs, lost time or memory loss like most people with the disorder which is why we thought it might be skitzoaffective disorder but its since become more then just hearing voices in her head. Anyway she wants me to discuss about my interests and dislikes. I love playing the Viola and im a very musically inclined person. She loves playing along with me whenever she gets the chance to. We used to be in Orchestra when we were in Highschool but she since graduated from there. She has a Viola now but its a piece of $#%^ because the shoulder rest wont stay on and the strings keep constantly going out of tune while she plays it. She loves playing Viola so much that she wanted to be in an actual Orchestra but shes put that on the back burner for so long that im almost sure she doesnt want to anymore. Anyway this is getting too long so ill stop here for now.