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| Author: | C-standard9 [ Mon Oct 06, 2014 6:17 pm ] |
| Blog Subject: | Ramblings |
My appointment is today. Ill finally have someone to talk to. Not that I dont love all of you, its just that face to face is more meaningful to me. Maybe thats why I tell everyone Im fine when I really want to cut my hands off. I wonder if someone could survive that without medical attention. I wont do it. It would put my family through too much. And friends. I woke up this morning at about 5. Then I heard what sounded like a girl pulling a lolipop out of her mouth, coming from the foot of my bed. I could actually feel her presence. I got an image of what she looked like through the dark. I turned the light on, and nothing was there, but I could still feel her. It freaked me out. If I really wanted to die, I wouldnt have moved. So I guess that says something powerful about me. But I cant help but wonder what I would have done if someone was actually there. |
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