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| Author: | strawberryindigo [ Thu Aug 11, 2011 3:03 pm ] |
| Blog Subject: | An easily triggered anger. |
I am angry and I don't know why.All these annoyances are coming like thousands and thousands of tiny faucet drips and are combining into a giant tsunami and it's drowning all my beaches. I'm treading water, but how long can I keep this up. I am walking a tightrope and juggling a million objects, just when it seems like struggling the most with the objects I have, a new object arrives. I have become quite the able juggler, but I am only human and there is only 24 hours or so in a day! I am becoming overworked, overwrought and overwhelmed... I don't sleep much, I don't eat much, I've lost 14 lbs. and I don't care. I haven't been watering like I should and my tomatoes are shriveling. What is wrong? Normally things that wouldn't have bothered me before are angering me. M.M. gets a "fan" letter from a old "friend" because of some new music he sent out. Before I would have be amused by this person's obvious pedestrian attempt at fake flattery, now it angers me. I have had women actively go after him before and everytime I have thought it amusing. I am very confident in our relationship and in M.M. in general. He is the most loyal person I have ever known. But still, to my surprise, I was angry. I don't know maybe I was jealous, but I am not the type. I also have been sniping at everyone over nothing. This is not me. I am usually a nice person. I usually do not take out my problems on others. I have always " suffered in silence" so to speak. Now I have been letting everyone know just how I feel. Sometimes it goes over well. Other times not so much. I have been trying to become more assertive because all my life I have let the world walk all over me. I think I am overshooting the mark. I don't know what to do.... I' m going to give it some time and just think...... |
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