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| Author: | Lucky Star [ Sun Oct 20, 2013 2:50 pm ] |
| Blog Subject: | Heart of a Wolf |
It's odd to explain being a therian to someone who isn't one. Different types of therians have different explanations for being part animal. I am a logical therian. The human mind is amazing isn't it. When people bring hurt, pain and rejection into our lives, our brains can create coping mechanisms that can get us through these tough times. And my brain did exactly just that. It gave me the feeling that I am one with the arctic wolf. My heart beats with every phantom tail wag or twitch of the ear. And when I'm stressed and can control it and mentally go into the mindset of a wolf for a short time frame. It relieves the stress. It sets me free. It feels so right. The only negative side is that it leaves me feeling tired afterwards. I learned how to call my pack. Despite it only being the dog.She came to my howl and we play fight with each other. Sometimes when I feel like cutting, I control myself and make myself go into this mindset. It's a safer way to let it all out. And it feels so good. But other times I don't control it. It just happens for a moment or two. Completely harmless and I'm okay. I have the heart of an arctic wolf. I'm not afraid of humans. I like to observe them from a distance. I like to walk outside and feel free. A stroll through the woods nice. But I can't wait for the first snow fall this year. This is me. I'm not scary. I'm not a werewolf. I'm just human, whose brain helped, me cope. |
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