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| Author: | flowingtears [ Fri Dec 23, 2011 6:15 pm ] |
| Blog Subject: | Death |
I found out today that an online friend died. I don't know the details. We weren't majorly close, but I've known her quite a while, we posted on 2 forums together, and we were facebook friends. I spoke to her on the phone once and had several MSN conversations with her. I think I'm in shock. And I feel slightly guilty because I hadn't spoken to her in a while. It was always something I was going to get around to doing, but now I guess it's too late. 2 days before Christmas. It's so sad. And selfishly, it brings me back to thinking about myself. I've been feeling suicidal lately. Researching possible suicide methods. And I wonder, if I went ahead and killed myself, how would everyone react? And then I think, what does it matter, I wouldn't be here. |
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