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| Author: | LucyTate [ Tue Oct 15, 2019 1:03 am ] |
| Blog Subject: | Tired and uneventful |
Lucy - 17? - Original? - Host Nothing much has happened today. I've been extremely tired for whatever reason, I could've slept all day, honestly. Luckily I did get up eventually. I've created a daily routine to get myself back on track. As much as I hate it, I've included exercise, as it promotes feeling more awake and getting better sleep. Getting into shape wouldn't be too bad, either. I also read that dividing up daily tasks and chores to alters was a healthy thing to do, which is something I guess I struggle with, since I'm a bit of a control freak with some things. I'll have to let that go. Everyone seems to be doing fine, I'm questioning more and more every day if I really am the original. It scares me a lot. I've gotten the strong feeling before that I've taken over the body of someone else, which freaks me out more. What if I'm not important? Or real? We're all perfectly real, I know, but I'm worried. I don't know what to think anymore. Maybe I shouldn't stress too much over it. If I'm hosting, and I'm not the original, there's probably a very good reason. Until next time! <3 |
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| Author: | Snaga [ Tue Oct 15, 2019 3:31 am ] |
It may be that you don't want to know, either... I mean since DID is generally seen as a form of self-preservation, I would be reluctant to pry too much. I might be... 'might' being the operative word, I am not dogmatic on it- OSDD (realising as I say that, that DID can be misinterpreted as OSDD) and I'm not too inclined to pry into what my supposed alters claim to know- whatever it is, they keep it well hid and pass it around like a hat taken away from another kid. I'm... curious but if there is something, then I figure it's hidden for a reason. |
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