So, now we're in July. A lot, and I mean, A LOT has happened all this time! Some good, some not so good. Mostly 'not so good'. I feel a bit sad. I hope the rest of this year, 2019, goes much better than it has so far. There were so many ups and downs. I almost felt I couldn't deal with it, at times. Too much to deal with, I felt surely being dead were better than living through so much pain. But here I am, feeling better, and I think it can only get better from now on. (I hope so).
Bipolar is stable. I'm glad. Because it's not like I need something else to deal with right now. I'm just picking myself up from so much drama filled with pain, that I just don't need another thing to hinder me from enjoying my life.
I will post more regularly. Maybe on some days I will post more than I ever have before, because I enjoy writing things out. It helps me 'unload' and get some things off my chest. I feel better afterwards.