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Author:  Jen123 [ Wed Nov 28, 2018 11:50 pm ]
Blog Subject:  Today up and down

Today is $#%^ frankly. I thought I had some big breakthrough only to have someone say one stupid thing that completely derailed me. I can't figure out if I should keep these people who keep me down in my life.

But even more, after gaining so much through hard work in therapy that took years only to have it all ripped away by some psychopathic whack job. I know about happiness and connection now. I know that this disconnected state is a life that isn't worth living. I gave myself 1 year to recover back to some form of happiness and it's been a year and a half. It's not worth living. I don't want to work on it anymore. I don't want to keep fighting. I want to live. I want to enjoy my life. A lifelong fight for what?! For WHAT?! This is pointless. I've been here and been here and been here and been here. My life, my life it is not worth living.

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