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| Author: | flowingtears [ Thu Jan 12, 2012 8:20 pm ] |
| Blog Subject: | 25 |
I can't cope. I feel so desperate, yet also so empty. I cannot picture my future. I've been saying for years that I'll be dead by 25, most likely having killed myself. That's a year and a half away, and I'm thinking that I will more than likely not be around then. Death terrifies me, funnily enough. Yet somehow that doesn't stop me doing things that endanger my life, doesn't stop me fantasising about suicide. Sometimes it feels like that's my only option. I'm not motivated enough to "recover". Killing myself would be easier. |
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| Author: | tayola [ Sun Jan 15, 2012 7:03 pm ] |
 ((I actually feel sad and I feel like you've made a final decision - but I understand, it's your decision to make I know how good it feels to think about ending it all. It's true; it is easier. I don't really feel like I have a place to say this since I feel exactly the same but you've helped me in more ways than one even through the tiniest action  please be safe and stay strong, look for a tiny glimpse of hope in your future. There is always hope. |
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