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| Author: | dylan9999 [ Fri Jun 27, 2014 11:43 pm ] |
| Blog Subject: | i am a pedophile |
okay,his is the first time posting something on this site. I have never told anyone my secret. I am a pedophile/hebephile. I am attracted to boys from as young as 6 to 16, but depends on the kid. I am most attracted to 10-13 year old boys. I don't have an attraction to adults, just young boys.(I have never touched a child and hope I never will). I always know I had these attractions since I was around 12, I just new there was something different with me. I am going to see a therapist soon and hoping to tell her/him. this is really ruining my life and it is so hard to deal with at times. I cant get this out of my mind, im thinking about it 24/7. it is also a major reason for some other problems in my life. it feels like there is no escape for this nightmare. I cant even walk down the street without seeing a child I am attracted to, its hard to deal with. I feel as I get older It is going to get harder ( im now a 20 year old male). I feel there is nothing to live for as I can never have a relationship and its tearing me apart but I would not have the guts to take my own life. I don't even know hat I want to get from posting this or going to therapist. I just feel I cant take it any more. I am also suffering from depression |
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