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Kit. 19. Male. Ohioan. I'm a college student majoring in humanities. I want to be a beautiful mystery.

Formal diagnosis: Adjustment Disorder, Mood Disorder Not Otherwise Specified, Generalized Anxiety Disorder

Self diagnosis: Histrionic Personality Disorder
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Tiger Mountain Peasant Song

Permanent Linkby coneyislandking on Sat Apr 26, 2014 1:16 am

I have seen Dylan again a few times, but he won't even look at me. You know what, though? I don't care. He is not up to the level of the guy I like who's husband material.

I am torn by the idea that you don't actually look like how you see yourself, so I try to control this with controllable expressions but I use over-reactions because I'm self indulgent

My greatest skill in life is that I can hide what I'm good at until I have a shot at their throat.

I never see my mistakes until it's too late. I wait for punishment to make sure it's bad.

I fxcking hate school but I'm afraid of being alone

I feel unidentifiable

I am such a beautiful thing though. Like all that suffering is so hard to hold in. Some of it gets out of the cracks in my heart.

I'm afraid I'm a horrible person deep down but I might as well make you all happy with my ridiculous compensations

I hate the world sometimes because I fear it but sometimes I love the world because I fear nothing.

I want someone to love me the way I've loved fictional characters... love me as if I was a fictional character. I want to be a fictional character.

Half of me is in love with myself and the other half wants to kill that half because it's wrong

There are some mornings when the sky looks like a road.
There are some dragons who were built to have and hold.
And some machines are dropped from great heights lovingly,
and some great bellies ache with many bumblebees,
and they sting so terribly.
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