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Kit. 19. Male. Ohioan. I'm a college student majoring in humanities. I want to be a beautiful mystery.

Formal diagnosis: Adjustment Disorder, Mood Disorder Not Otherwise Specified, Generalized Anxiety Disorder

Self diagnosis: Histrionic Personality Disorder
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Permanent Linkby coneyislandking on Tue Mar 18, 2014 3:01 pm

Last night I decided to turn my life around. Instead of obsessing over a boy, I am going to become more like him. I am going to study and do my homework and stuff. I went to my class today, and though it was practically unbearable I stayed for the duration. I will also go to my other class today.

I also applied for a job, and I kind of feel good about my chances of getting it.

I realized, the boy I like does homework all the time and he seems content. If I did well in school, I would seem like a success and people would congratulate me on everything I earn. There are certain behaviors which always work, like doing your homework and getting a job, and if I do them, people will respect me more. It will also kill some of the anxiety I feel about getting kicked out of school.

Also, homework and work could serve as a distraction from him and help me meet more people in the long run.

I hope I can stick to this.

There are some mornings when the sky looks like a road.
There are some dragons who were built to have and hold.
And some machines are dropped from great heights lovingly,
and some great bellies ache with many bumblebees,
and they sting so terribly.
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