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| Author: | brown_eyed_newb [ Sat Dec 10, 2011 10:35 pm ] |
| Blog Subject: | David.... UGH |
On Wednesday (last post) he pretty much pryed my life out of my mouth. In a way. I made 47 cookies for my classmates the night before, and I was eating them during the Lit. Arts meeting which was during lunch. After the announcments, I was just lost in thouhgt (Nick couldn't go, he was busy so I was alone) thinking about my next poem I should write. 4 minutes later, he walks up to my desk, gets on his knees in front of it and starts talking to me. He starts asking me if anything was wrong, or if something was bugging me (I'm guessing my uh... depressing poems kinda had him wondering) so he wouldn't take no for an answer. So he ended up taking me to the back of the classroom, and he asked about my family, so I told him. My messed up mother, all my numerous siblings (we have the same number of siblings) how my parents are divorced and such. In the end, he asked me to add him on facebook, gave me his phone number (I didn't even ask for it!!) and offered me another ride home... But just... I FEEL LIKE SUCH A CHILD AROUND HIM!!!! Probably because of how old he is and how... I don't know, how he presents himslef. I go from bubbly and charismatic to acting like a scared little girl...That day before we got up to the back of the class, my legs were shaking horrifyingly bad (first time ever) and my face felt like it was on fire.. Just!!! NGGHHH!!! And yesterday... there was an assembly at school. I didn't know about it untill... I ran into David. Right before 3rd period, we have silent reading. For my class (PE) we go into the performing hall to read, but in the space before you sit down, there was a bunch of art work that I absolutely loved. My friend steven was walking with me (he's socially awkward honestly) and when I turned around slightly to look at steven, I see david at the corner of my eye. I turn around completely, and there he is, in a Suit, red shirt, black tie. It was just.. embarrassing. Sigh. My God, I feel like such a girl around him, it's hardly funny. He's just.. a nice guy. Everyone loves him, or at least respects him. A fan girl base of half the school, he's got his choice. I know he's out of my league, but still... I guess it can't be helped with a forming crush. |
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