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| Author: | bluedragon1200 [ Sun Feb 19, 2012 3:14 am ] |
| Blog Subject: | Meh. |
Hello again everybody Things have gotten better since the episode. I have been in a ok mood. I had three days of pure running around: Homework, classes, errands, rehearsal. All over the place. It's a wonder I'm still in one piece. After my sprint to the weekend, I'm pretty tired. Fiance and I feel like the other isn't paying attention. Every time we talk I feel like I just mess up more. I'm worried. Maybe I'm not meant to be in a relationship, just be alone. That's one less china shop to wreck. I feel that something is wrong, not just in our relationship, but with me. I can't put my finger on it. I can't seem to solve my life problems. I love my major, but I can't take this kind of constant stress. I also feel a little agitated, things seem to get under my skin easily. Stress or medication, I don't know. what's wrong? I don't know Sure you know, how can you not? It's depression. He doesn't need a reason. He comes, all seductive and beautiful. Then he plunders and pillages my brain, until all that is left is a skeleton of strength and cognitive ability. Then mania comes and it's "I kissed a girl and I liked it." You know you're not a lesbian, but she doesn't care. She just drags you along for the ride; you know its wrong, but you say "what they hell." The meds are just like zombie soldiers staring at you, but on the inside raging a whole war against those two. |
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