I have things to do but I really don't want to do them. There's about 4 weeks left and I really really do not want to go to class. Neither does fiance. Lucky him, only two classes left.
I keep getting angry. I don't know why. And I still feel this tension between me and fiance. I've had some really bad weeks this semester and it's been really hard on him.
I'm afraid that eventually he's going to have dealt with enough and leave. He's the best thing to happen to me, he actually tries to understand the illness, tries to reason that my crazy moods are period or bipolar related and tries so hard to just brush them off. It certainly adds to the stress of living on your own for the first time. Things are happening and I don't know how I'm going to make money. My brother offered me a job with WalMart for 12.25 an hour, but it's an hour on the highway away. That's a lot of time away from home and a lot of gas. (which dropped a whole cent this week!) I have a lot of medical bills to pay. Stupid being a poor college student.
In other news, I'm getting like 400 views. Holy Moly that's a lot! For me at least.