by Unicornsparkles642 on Fri Apr 21, 2017 6:27 pm
I broke up with the guy I was dating about 2 weeks ago. He slowly started to gross me out as he would "fake cry" to lure me in for empathy. I saw right through his #######4. He love bombed me the whole time because I would never fall for his act. I got on POF this morning to check out my account for $#%^ and giggles for the first time in a very long time (not lying, i think i checked it once in 7 or 8 months)and he has the gall to call me out. On PoF...because he has one too and he's on there all the time evidently. And at 6am. It's laughable. He lied and said that he started it after we broke up which I know is not true. I know he's had it for a long time. He doesn't get the hypocrisy there and wanted to attack me and turn it around on me. His excuse: I got a POF account when you broke up with me. Yet, two weeks after we break up and I login to it, he's all over me for it. How dare I do what he did first?
I always felt very often anxious when we were together because I knew he was lying. Maybe a liar is gullible (me) but maybe a liar also can smell another liar and know something's up deep down. Intuition. Wolf senses, lol. He's still trying to call me and text me but I went cold and blocked him. I feel a great sense of freedom every time that I'm not around him and breaking up feels really good. (Maybe because of how overwhelming i find real intimacy but in this case its because he is a creep) pretty sure that I attract other narcissists; something about the having a magnetic pull towards each other.
It's often covert ones at play that attract and understand each other at first and they might be too...they're often overt as well. But we do attract each other due to the initial high we give each other and the projecting we do on the other person.
I feel powerful this morning from the dramatic high and energetic even though I only slept 5 hours. I hate being a narcissist and honestly, the excitement, aggression and ability to reject someone for a real reason gets me off. ###$ living like this.
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