Stupid game I have to play if I am to actually speak to someone during the day. Horribly made game, full of cheaters and bugs...
Stupid people playing the game. They don't even listen to me. I'm gonna mute my mic and just play and listen, since I seem to only be good at that : listening.
Stupid other things...
Like talking to some friend of mine that I've known for a long time. I don't know what kind of alchemy she's speaking about when it comes to social interaction. Maybe I'm just inept or really different or simply alien to those concepts but the way she explains it makes it seem like people being hurtful, dismissive and awful are things that happen. It's probably my hypersensitivity speaking but still, it just kind of feels like handling fire.
Not taking my medication seems to make me more prone to anger and just overall being a lot more unstable. It's funny to think that I'm probably going to have to take those things for the rest of my life...and I remember telling myself in high school that I wanted a life that was out of the ordinary.
Haha...hahaha...ha...........
