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Permanent Linkby Strange Collage Guy on Sun Apr 14, 2013 9:47 pm

Just gonna type what im thinking about, almost a stream of thought.

See people all around college, their all so happy, I'm the lonely one, senior in college lost friends barely around, lost my girlfriend, the future after college is uncertain no job gaurantee, how do people make relationships look so easy, maybe I'm just used to being the lone wolf, like my other post it's what I am or at least I what learned to be, I have my sociopathic traits under control I'm not feral I'm a good guy, not enough I guess, some days I feel like giving up whats the point of putting up with everything , maybe I'm the type of person no one wants to talk to, if I were to die tomorrow I would have no regrets I did what I wanted to do, feel sad as if there is nothing else for me to do, people have friends I dont but maybe that the way its suppose to be, I don't drink bu sometimes I feel like drinking it bad for my health but maybe it's a good thing I don't I would I drowned my pains away a long time ago, would be drinking out of depression, the lies I told people were to make them or keep them happy usually constructed with some fabric of truth but I was for there benefit even if it's in a falsified sense of reason, I'm like a magician I know the trick but to everyone else it's as real as it can get i see ow why people commit suicide they want that peaceful feeling they want the ache to finally stop the itch has been scratched I miss her so much, I miss them all, we'll all meet up at some point in the future in this life or the next, oh while guess ill keep going and going going going until I receive the gift of nothingness, peaceful so peaceful the sky looks and the bare trees

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