how can i pretend to become free when I fail to tame myself
becoming free without taming myself is secretly desiring to be domesticated by the outside
that is no better than presenting my loins for castration; a deluded lofty fantasy, an impotent weakness dressed up as a false star
to tame myself with a concentrated poison, to drink this foolish storm, to throw myself head first into the unknown
may i enchant myself; my lover, with these words and stir up a potency that currently sleeps flaccid and loose