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| Author: | OMNICELL [ Tue Jun 17, 2025 9:20 pm ] |
| Blog Subject: | played my song live first time ever... |
Ive been working toward this while mentally ill for half my life and its taken that long for this one moment to occur. . Played the piano at the church lunch in for the poor drugged out homeless population… . Whats important; several things. . 1. Ill playing something I wrote and wrote down and my own lyrics… finished enough; took me about 10 minutes. 2. I had to ask the church to play the piano; I had to go back in and ask them to sing to my song… and that was brutal. I felt like I was going to drop over dead.. I felt like walking death it was so hard; Authorities in control where I have no control and they control my fate. I have serious mental break downs and can not do this kind of thing but I did it… . Well; I did perform the piece; and it went OK. And it sounded amateurish on all fronts from piano to singing and song writing. But I did it.. I played the song on all white keys… . I made sure the singing was loud enough that I could say I sung that song; I really did sing it; it wasn't murmur or whisper. I made sure to put out some volume on some of it. . Ill be creating another song for tomorrow; and Ill grow from all of this and see where it all leads me Amen. . . |
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| Author: | Snaga [ Sun Jun 22, 2025 8:43 pm ] |
Well congratulations! I know I would never have been able to do anything like that, that's really great! |
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