Ive not had a very good weekend
I've done things I shouldn't have and now I'm so embarrassed by it! I let myself get dragged down by people around me, and that frustrates me! I wish I didn't let things people say get to me, but it's so hard not to. I have such a bad temper, I get so angry over things. I feel like I'm going to explode! Alot of people call me weird and a freak, they say their joking but I don't think they are. I do do weird things, but I cant help it. I don't thi k the stuff I do is unhealthy, it's just silly things. Like I only like even things, symetrical things, and stuff that have an order ect. So people say all the ti e that I have OCD but I dint think I do, then It will get to me. I don't know how igot this cause ithas nothing to do with my weekend.
I've read a lot of books lately, and when I'm reading I get so lost in the book. I feel like the character I'm reading about, generally I wish I was! I always seem to get so engrossed in it that I dream about it, I even have like a fantasy going in my head. Ido that a lot actually, im always really skinny and beautiful and then there will be a really hot guy who sweeps me of my feet
i think mabey im just a hopeless romantic! I wish I could have some romance in the real world Katrina x
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