var title = 'Psychology and Mental Health Forum Psychology Feed';
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		var time = 'Wed, 03 Sep 2025 19:06:10 -0400';

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		data[0]['title'] = 'Schizophrenia and Multiple Personality Disorder *May Trigger*';
		data[0]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/schizophrenia_and_multiple_personality_disorder_*may_trigger*_c-3_u-296612_b-8851.html';
		data[0]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/schizophrenia_and_multiple_personality_disorder_*may_trigger*_c-3_u-296612_b-8851.html';
		data[0]['username'] = 'crazy_banana';
		data[0]['blog_id'] = '8851';
		data[0]['blog_message'] = 'I am Rose, an alter of Anna. She is 15, I am 16. I am always with her, watching, observing what happens. I control her memories and what she remembers. I know all of her memories from the very beginning, and I can, at times, come out to act as a co-Host. I know everything she&#039;s gone through , and I act as a leader between all of the alters. I can, at times, control who it is that comes forward. I am their manager and leader. Rage is the hardest to control, because she can draw a line of destruction whenever and wherever she is. She is filled with bottled up anger and rage that was never dealt with all our life. Should I be scared? No, she&#039;s only trying to protect our system. I feel more afraid of Echo, because he&#039;s always crying and I&#039;m scared that he&#039;ll one day give into the darkness. <br /><br />Everyone thinks that they suffer alone from our schizophrenia, but we all suffer from it equally. Even Anna suffers from it, seeing and hearing people as if she were on acid. Rae is only angered and annoyed, but Brian, whom is the most affected by it, is made to feel even more afraid than he already is all the time. Brian is a moderately autistic 18 year old with the mind of a 5 year old. He enjoys wearing shorts and faded salmon shirts. He fears everyone and everything. He is the most affected because he is so young mentally and is suffering from autism.<br /><br />Brian was made in the hospital, after being restrained for days. Rae was made after being in the inpatient psychiatric unit for a month. Rage was made from years of bottled up rage. Echo was made from an event Anna went through while she was only nine; thus, the reason that Echo is permanently nine. I was made, as a mute, mature girl, from years of being told not to speak about the horrors I&#039;ve faced.';
		data[0]['blog_time'] = 'Wed, 26 Aug 2015 01:15:47 -0400';
		

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		data[1]['title'] = 'Please help. I feel like such a freak and I hate myself so much.';
		data[1]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/please_help._i_feel_like_such_a_freak_and_i_hate_myself_so_much._c-3_u-83711_b-2348.html';
		data[1]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/please_help._i_feel_like_such_a_freak_and_i_hate_myself_so_much._c-3_u-83711_b-2348.html';
		data[1]['username'] = 'Vexed111';
		data[1]['blog_id'] = '2348';
		data[1]['blog_message'] = 'I am a sixteen year old female who is sexually attracted to her own mother. I&#039;m incredibly ashamed of it and I have no idea why I feel this way. I don&#039;t find her attractive. And I&#039;ve actually had an absolutely horrible relationship with her ever since i was 13 and I cannot stand the woman. <br />Honestly, the relationship is so horrible. I have trouble hearing her voice without getting incredibly pissed off. But recently I&#039;ve been getting so angry, that I actually become turned on. Now, the littlest things she does that used to make me so angry, now turn me on. For example, the way she handles everything so delicately, how soft her voice is...ect. ect. <br /><br />I&#039;ve been feeling this way for about 6 months and its been progressively getting worse. Now I find it invading my thoughts, and being on my mind frequently.<br />I have struggled with OCD in the past... Obsessive thoughts about things such as incest and bestiality .. but I&#039;ve never had problems with obsessive thinking AND erotic feelings.<br /><br />Please. help. I&#039;ve attempted suicide because of this, and I haven&#039;t been able to bring myself to tell my therapist or psychiatrist.<br />I have looked on some forums saying that feeling sexually attracted to a family member is more common than people realize... which makes me feel a little bit better.<br /><br />But I would like to know why on earth do I feel this way? And how can I make it go away?';
		data[1]['blog_time'] = 'Fri, 16 Mar 2012 17:30:38 -0400';
		

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		data[2]['title'] = 'Have i become addicted to sex or has my boyfriend lost interest?';
		data[2]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/have_i_become_addicted_to_sex_or_has_my_boyfriend_lost_interest%CA%94_c-3_u-363285_b-10223.html';
		data[2]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/have_i_become_addicted_to_sex_or_has_my_boyfriend_lost_interest%CA%94_c-3_u-363285_b-10223.html';
		data[2]['username'] = 'Lipsydoll';
		data[2]['blog_id'] = '10223';
		data[2]['blog_message'] = 'So this is my first ever post out into the deep dark internet, but there&#039;s an issue I&#039;m my life and my relationship that I honestly don&#039;t feel I can talk to about with anyone, like not him.. none of my friends.. so here I am turning to complete strangers. <br /><br />So me and my boyfriend have been together 6 months now, we met on tinder and we hit it off like a house on fire straight away! He is one of the best people I have ever met, I&#039;m super attracted to him and he actually wants to spend all his time with me which is more than I can say for any of my exes and we have had a great relationship thus far, except for one thing... So I have felt increasingly upset about this as time has gone on, like when we first got together we were exploring each other emotionally and also sexually, and with him being 9 years older than myself, he had a lot more sexual experience than me and he has introduced me to some new areas such an anal and general bum play which I have loved! So the first bit of our relationship, sexually this has been amazing.. but over the last couple of months he has become more tired and less interested in having sex with me, he has never been one to kiss me lots but again in the last couple of months this has diminished into giving me a peck in the morning before he goes to work.. and unless we are actually having sex, I don&#039;t get kisses off him.. he doesn&#039;t ever just snog me, and this hurts. Whenever I talk to him about it I just get &#039;I&#039;m not a lovey dovey kind of person&#039; or &#039;I&#039;m not a snoggy type of person&#039; which is ok, well its not ok.. because from where I&#039;m standing I literally just crave so much more! Since loosing 6-7 stone over the past year I feel my sex drive has sky rocketed and I find myself wanting sex all the time, whenever I&#039;m with him I just want to ###$ him and him do bad things to me, and when I&#039;m alone.. I touch myself. When I&#039;m alone and when I&#039;m not busy I am constantly masturbating, I make myself cum sometimes 3-4 times a day when I have that chance. And so when I&#039;m with this man who makes me so happy and who I am sexually attracted to immensely, I just want him.. and I feel that he doesn&#039;t want me as hard as I want him. When we get into bed and he makes his excuses, bats my hand away from him and tells me he&#039;s tired, I cant help but feel gutted.. I feel deflated, it kills me inside and I have to pretend like its okay and roll over and go to sleep when in fact I&#039;m so hurt. Now, please understand when I say we do have quite regular sex, sometimes we can go a few times in a day, but on average I would say about 4 times a week.. sometimes a lot more? Now, this is where I think I have a slight addiction.. because it doesn&#039;t seem to be enough, I want to feel that intimacy so much more, maybe its because I don&#039;t get the little kisses throughout the day or even that passionate snog in the car before we go for dinner.. He is not the romantic type and unfortunately this massively shows, he never tells me I&#039;m beautiful or says romantic things to me, or does anything romantic, and well 6 months in and he hasn&#039;t told me he loves me. I understand people go at different paces but due to this, I&#039;m left wanting more.. and I&#039;m having wondering thoughts, I&#039;m lusting after anyone at the moment and I hate myself because actually the one person I want the absolute most is my boyfriend. I have tried talking to him, and I just don&#039;t seem to get anywhere.. He doesn&#039;t have much to say and just comes back with the normal &#039;I&#039;m just not the romantic type&#039; and  &#039;I&#039;m just so tired from work&#039;. I feel like he isn&#039;t fully into me? Only apart from the fact he actually wants to see me all the time and literally does anything for me, he looks after me and makes me feel safe, and happy.. But where is my romance? I am a woman, with an incredibly high sex drive who just wants my man to have sex with me all the time and tell me I&#039;m ######6 beautiful!';
		data[2]['blog_time'] = 'Tue, 20 Sep 2016 07:27:37 -0400';
		

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		data[3]['title'] = 'I'm worried I might be a sociopath. Please help?';
		data[3]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/i%CA%B9m_worried_i_might_be_a_sociopath._please_help%CA%94_c-3_u-443587_b-11982.html';
		data[3]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/i%CA%B9m_worried_i_might_be_a_sociopath._please_help%CA%94_c-3_u-443587_b-11982.html';
		data[3]['username'] = 'nicole2015';
		data[3]['blog_id'] = '11982';
		data[3]['blog_message'] = 'I m worried that I might be a sociopath/psychopath. The main reason why I think this is because I was very mean to animals when I was kid. I don t know why I was, but I have been reading up on signs of sociopathy/psyhcopathy in children and this is one of the biggest signs. I never got in serious trouble as a kid like in school or anything. I never really had friends, I always stick to myself and would just swing by myself at recess. I started wanting to make friends in junior high though and wanting to fit in more. I just need help because I don t want to be a sociopath/psychopath. The idea of me being one makes me want to cry. I want to be normal person. However, I start to doubt myself and my emotions. Like, &quot;do I really feel this emotion or am I just making myself feel this to try to make myself think I m not a sociopath?&quot; I literally doubt every emotion I feel and every mistake I ve ever made, I connect it to me being a sociopath. Like I said, the main reason I think I am one is because I was cruel to animals as a child and this is a sign. I know I need to talk to a healthcare professional, but don t know if I can handle the truth. I m worried I ll get diagnosed a sociopath, I don t know if I can live with that. I just don t why I was the way I was as a child, that s what scares me. Any thoughts are appreciated.';
		data[3]['blog_time'] = 'Tue, 03 Apr 2018 19:56:14 -0400';
		

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