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Or am I kidding myself</a></div><div id="b_6373" style="display: none; padding: 5px 5px 2px 15px; font-size: 0.9em; border-bottom: 1px dotted #DDDDDD;">Hello I&#039;m a teen boy and I&#039;m having a real tough time I&#039;m not 100% sure I have OCD but when I was younger I would always have thoughts of dying and got really scared and frightened of it and also stuff in my room I liked it to be in order also my dad had OCD symptoms when he was younger like if he felt a certain way he would walk on the white lines on a road so he&#039;d fell better and stuff like that so since I was young boy I can remember I was always into girls I fantasised and felt emotionally and sexually attracted to them and there was no thought that crossed my mind I was gay I remember going to a leisure center with my mum at around 7 or 8 and I would get changed in to woman&#039;s (because i was to young to be by myself) I always found myself looking at the women and liked it when I saw them naked but when I was 9 I had to get changed in the male part and felt uncomfortable as they were all naked so Back to my story I started masterbating at a young age (around 9) and it would be over like nude chat shows on tv and stuff like that once I found porn I couldn&#039;t stop masterbating over straight and lesbian porn once I entered secoundry school I had a massive crush on this girl and couldn&#039;t stop thinking about her I also remember being very jealous when she got a boyfriend it all started when I entered year 9 a girl had asked me out (I had liked her) and I did but I was extremely shy around her in school and so I felt so shy around her I broke up with her and then she tiled a lot of people the reason why dumped her was because I was gay this made my life hell I lost so many mates but got over it .then after a while I started to question If I really was gay ? I started to test myself by watching gay porn which didn&#039;t arouse me (even when I tried to masterbate and it made me start to gag) then I&#039;d watch lesbian porn and be aroused this would stop me obsessing for a while but it came back and my mind is saying that I didn&#039;t try tow masterbate to gay porn because you like it really so I started looking and asking on yahoo awnsers they all gave me awnsers like your probably gay/bi this made me doubt myself even more this is making me stressed and I hardly go out on the weekends incase I see a man and have sexual thoughts i try to have gay thoughts but they don&#039;t feel rightI&#039;m also having grounal responses why is this happening ! I don&#039;t want to be with a man also I&#039;ve been having gay dreams and these dreams I&#039;m literally checking if I&#039;m aroused like in my dream but I believe I&#039;m in love with a girl at the moment ? Also I&#039;m constantly looking at myself to see if I look gay also when I see someone and there looking at me while talking to someone I automatically think that they think I&#039;m gay I am also worried that girls think I&#039;m gay when I started doubting my sexuality I thought I was gay bit now I think I&#039;m bisexual and now my mind is saying that I&#039;m thinking that because it&#039;s true also when I look into my past and see one part that seems homosexual it will cause a spike and cause me to panic is there a reason why I&#039;m like this ? I play rugby and when I&#039;ve made contact with males I don&#039;t feel aroused but my minds telling me I am I have also seen my friends penises before and not been aroused and just laughed what shall I do ? I don&#039;t know how much I can take of this it&#039;s everyday and I feel I have to keep checking If I&#039;m aroused is this how it&#039;s going to be for the rest of my life am I in denial ? I just hate these thoughts <img src="https://www.psychforums.com/images/smilies/icon_sad.gif" alt=":(" title="Sad" /> I also remember when I was about nine that my cousin would sit on my lap but I pretended it was a girl and now mind keeps focusing on that and won&#039;t go Please someone tell me what&#039;s wrong I also look at myself in the mirror and and see if I look gay or have a gay voice or if I give off a gay vibe</div>');
		
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