var title = 'Psychology and Mental Health Forum Psychology Feed'; var url = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/random_blogs_c-3.html'; var site_url = 'https://www.psychforums.com'; var site_desc = 'Psychology and Mental Health Forum'; var time = 'Sun, 10 Aug 2025 01:44:47 -0400'; var data = new Array(); data[0] = new Array(); data[0]['title'] = 'do i have a disorder?'; data[0]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/do_i_have_a_disorder%CA%94_c-3_u-121048_b-3945.html'; data[0]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/do_i_have_a_disorder%CA%94_c-3_u-121048_b-3945.html'; data[0]['username'] = 'glouisek'; data[0]['blog_id'] = '3945'; data[0]['blog_message'] = 'i am CONSTANTLY picking off scabs and pimples on my face and even more so on my back. it's so embarrassing because i have tons of scars on my back and luckily on my face it isn't so bad. but whenever a new pimple or scab appears i pick it right away. i don't know why i do it. i don't even think about it when i am doing it. i don't have any disorders so i don't know if this is one and i want to know if i may have something that needs to be checked out.'; data[0]['blog_time'] = 'Mon, 07 Jan 2013 00:03:42 -0500'; data[1] = new Array(); data[1]['title'] = 'I may be going insane'; data[1]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/i_may_be_going_insane_c-3_u-273445_b-7870.html'; data[1]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/i_may_be_going_insane_c-3_u-273445_b-7870.html'; data[1]['username'] = 'Rednation'; data[1]['blog_id'] = '7870'; data[1]['blog_message'] = 'Thank you for your time
I am currently a male upperclassmen in high school. My grades are... For lack of a more accurate word bad, I have about a 2.0 cumulative. I used to want to be a 2d animator you know like cartoons. When I think about it that goal it is as far as can be from my reach. About a year and 4 months ago I saw this girl who is now the only thing I think about, I talk to her In very small conversations daily, she is the only reason I even want to go to school when I'm in class I zone out and just think about her I would do anything, everything, and more to make her smile. I go home from school too depressed that I'm not more to her than just someone to talk to for ten-twenty minutes and forget my homework and just think about her, cry for a few hours. Then my mother gets home and it's time for me to fake a smile and make sure she never worries about me. I usually talk to friends on skype which surprisingly takes my mind off of her a little bit, then nighttime comes and I'm back in bed crying,shaking, tired but too scared of how bad my depression may get if I don't keep working for her I've even caught myself whispering her name and talking about how much I love her when I'm in this state. So I'm trapped in this cycle, I ignore school and think of her then I remember she's the one and only thing I would ever work for and my grades just keep dropping. The one funny thing, nobody knows I have this problem, I seem so mentally stable, and I have plenty of friends, I'm only lonely because i avoid talking to people sometimes so I can just lay in bed and think about her. I had brought this problem to a different site and I was banned within a day (I must've swore or something) and I felt like nobody could help me, i have 3 ways I think of my life going, either I end up with this girl that I would be as loyal as a dog too, I somehow manage to pursue my dream of being an animator, or I don't end up with her and my depression takes over, and It scares me so much. Please just give me feedback, I need this help I feel empty.'; data[1]['blog_time'] = 'Wed, 07 Jan 2015 02:50:11 -0500'; data[2] = new Array(); data[2]['title'] = 'Posting a blog'; data[2]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/posting_a_blog_c-3_u-266421_b-7499.html'; data[2]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/posting_a_blog_c-3_u-266421_b-7499.html'; data[2]['username'] = 'jizzyjo_45'; data[2]['blog_id'] = '7499'; data[2]['blog_message'] = 'Hi I need to list a blog but want to make sure tigers listed in the correct section so as it yo upset anyone. How do I do this ?'; data[2]['blog_time'] = 'Sun, 21 Sep 2014 07:46:49 -0400'; data[3] = new Array(); data[3]['title'] = 'After sex I lose interest...... what's wrong with me?'; data[3]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/after_sex_i_lose_interest......_what%CA%B9s_wrong_with_me%CA%94_c-3_u-91847_b-3142.html'; data[3]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/after_sex_i_lose_interest......_what%CA%B9s_wrong_with_me%CA%94_c-3_u-91847_b-3142.html'; data[3]['username'] = 'SadLittleJawa'; data[3]['blog_id'] = '3142'; data[3]['blog_message'] = 'I am an 18 yrs old female. I want to have a real relationship, but everytime i get the chance the same thing happens. We hang out for a bit, every thing is great we get to know each other and all that gooey mushy stuff, then as soon as we have sex I lose interest in the guy. and its not like the sex is horrible i mean there was one or two times but most of the time its f-ing great. regardless i lose interest and then i want nothing to do with the guy. sometimes we try and be friends but it just becomes awkward. whats wrong with me?? i try to have feelings but they are none exsitent, why is tht? i am not a promiscous person at all, I havent had sex in forever because of this (6 months and counting).Its hard for me to actually express my feelings. My ex told me i was a robot cold and emotionless. i would just like some opinions on this whole situation. I discussed this with some close friends and they tld me i should see a therapist because i might be a psychopath.'; data[3]['blog_time'] = 'Tue, 31 Jul 2012 00:40:02 -0400'; data[4] = new Array(); data[4]['title'] = 'Intrusive thought I mastorbated to but I feel ashamed'; data[4]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/intrusive_thought_i_mastorbated_to_but_i_feel_ashamed_c-3_u-136655_b-4297.html'; data[4]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/intrusive_thought_i_mastorbated_to_but_i_feel_ashamed_c-3_u-136655_b-4297.html'; data[4]['username'] = 'Ollie319'; data[4]['blog_id'] = '4297'; data[4]['blog_message'] = 'I'm 20 and during school break one night decided to masturbate to some porn , and I came across this video and the pornstar looked alot like my mom , the actress had the same hair style my mom always wears and the pornstar was giving oral i like watching oral but she looked to much like my mom so I fast forward to where the porn star is riding the male pornstar and this reminded me of when I was a kid and my mom and her boyfriend would lock themselves in a room for hours and I thought to my self when I was masturbating that this is probably what they were doing , so I imagined the porn stars doing it in the room and this turned me on, but then I thought that it was gross cause that's what my mom and her boyfriend were doing , so I focused more on the porn star lady cause I just wanted to finish and go to bed , but now I feel like I jacked off to my mom and her boyfriend because It did arouse me a little but I tried finishing to the porn star , I feel sick , I hate that it turned me and that I didn't stop masturbating , I feel horrible , I was never attracted to my mom and I mastorbated that day because I was horny not cause I wanted to jack off to my mom but that video ****** it up , now I feel ashamed , this is serious , please HELP!'; data[4]['blog_time'] = 'Wed, 06 Mar 2013 23:32:19 -0500';