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		document.write('<div style="font-size: 1.1em; margin-bottom: 5px;"><a href="javascript:void(0)" onclick="if(document.getElementById(\'b_11101\').style.display == \'none\'){document.getElementById(\'b_11101\').style.display=\'block\';}else{document.getElementById(\'b_11101\').style.display=\'none\';}if(this.style.background.search(\'https://www.psychforums.com/styles/prosilver/theme/images/blog/min_dark_blue.gif\') != -1){this.style.background = \'url(https://www.psychforums.com/styles/prosilver/theme/images/blog/max_dark_blue.gif)\'; this.style.backgroundPosition = \'0px 12px\';}else{this.style.background = \'url(https://www.psychforums.com/styles/prosilver/theme/images/blog/min_dark_blue.gif)\'; this.style.backgroundPosition = \'0px 12px\';}" onmouseover="this.style.backgroundPosition = \'0px 12px\';" onmouseout="this.style.backgroundPosition = \'0px 0px\';" style="margin: 5px 3px 0 3px; float: left; background-image: url(https://www.psychforums.com/styles/prosilver/theme/images/blog/max_dark_blue.gif); background-position: 0px, 0px; width: 12px; height: 12px;" /><a href="https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/having_trouble_knowing_if_i%CA%B9m_me_or_someone_else._c-3_u-411104_b-11101.html">Having trouble knowing if I'm me or someone else.</a></div><div id="b_11101" style="display: none; padding: 5px 5px 2px 15px; font-size: 0.9em; border-bottom: 1px dotted #DDDDDD;">Is it abonormal that whenever I gain interest in a certain show or game that all of a sudden I drop literally all my other interests and focus mainly on one character in that series/game. It gets so bad that I&#039;ll actually imagine myself being in a relationship with them and also adopt most of not all of their traits and pretend I&#039;ve always acted like that when in reality I was different before hand. But then again that could&#039;ve been another character. I&#039;ve been doing this for near 10 years so I don&#039;t even know who I am anymore. It&#039;s frustrating and I&#039;m honestly concerned as it&#039;s nearly ended friendships in the past. In order to stop it, I&#039;ve tryed asking myself am I doing this as me or as the character. This has proved unsuccessful as it just makes me paranoid that I&#039;m being a character when I do something the same way I&#039;d imagine the character doing something. It could be the most mundane task ever and I&#039;ll still be paranoid that I&#039;m not me but someone else.</div>');
		
		document.write('<div style="font-size: 1.1em; margin-bottom: 5px;"><a href="javascript:void(0)" onclick="if(document.getElementById(\'b_5338\').style.display == \'none\'){document.getElementById(\'b_5338\').style.display=\'block\';}else{document.getElementById(\'b_5338\').style.display=\'none\';}if(this.style.background.search(\'https://www.psychforums.com/styles/prosilver/theme/images/blog/min_dark_blue.gif\') != -1){this.style.background = \'url(https://www.psychforums.com/styles/prosilver/theme/images/blog/max_dark_blue.gif)\'; this.style.backgroundPosition = \'0px 12px\';}else{this.style.background = \'url(https://www.psychforums.com/styles/prosilver/theme/images/blog/min_dark_blue.gif)\'; this.style.backgroundPosition = \'0px 12px\';}" onmouseover="this.style.backgroundPosition = \'0px 12px\';" onmouseout="this.style.backgroundPosition = \'0px 0px\';" style="margin: 5px 3px 0 3px; float: left; background-image: url(https://www.psychforums.com/styles/prosilver/theme/images/blog/max_dark_blue.gif); background-position: 0px, 0px; width: 12px; height: 12px;" /><a href="https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/avpd_sad_lack_of_eye_contact_and_fear_of_being_touched%CA%94_c-3_u-235406_b-5338.html">AvPD, SAD, lack of eye contact, and fear of being touched?</a></div><div id="b_5338" style="display: none; padding: 5px 5px 2px 15px; font-size: 0.9em; border-bottom: 1px dotted #DDDDDD;">I was diagnosed with AvPD and SAD and I was wondering if anyone has a horrible problem with eye contact and being touched?<br />I have never been able to make eye contact unless I absolutely felt like it was necessary so that I didn&#039;t seem rude. <br />I can&#039;t make eye contact with my dad no matter what and I can barely make eye contact with my mom. <br /><br />I also have a hard time dealing with being touched. When someone accidentally touches me, I literally cringe. I then feel like I need to go wash whatever part they touched me. I can&#039;t be touched by my dad because it just feels horrible! If he touches me, I feel like I&#039;m going to cry. I&#039;m okay with my mom touching me SOMETIMES, but she doesn&#039;t want to touch me because she has issues of her own. <br />I just hate being touched so much. Hugs and hand shaking are horrifying for me. <br />I want to get over this, but at the same time I just really don&#039;t want to ever be touched.</div>');
		
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