var title = 'Psychology and Mental Health Forum Psychology Feed';
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		var site_desc = 'Psychology and Mental Health Forum';
		var time = 'Sun, 07 Sep 2025 17:28:32 -0400';

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		data[0]['title'] = 'Do I have Conduct Disorder?';
		data[0]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/do_i_have_conduct_disorder%CA%94_c-3_u-320081_b-9432.html';
		data[0]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/do_i_have_conduct_disorder%CA%94_c-3_u-320081_b-9432.html';
		data[0]['username'] = '3rr0r';
		data[0]['blog_id'] = '9432';
		data[0]['blog_message'] = 'Hello, I am a slightly troubled teenager. All my life (besides my ADHD) I didn&#039;t really think I had any psychiatric problems. Then, when I was 13 years old, I stumbled upon conduct and antisocial personality disorder when I was browsing the internet. Intrigued by the similarities I had with the disorders (conduct disorder since I&#039;m not 18). My symptoms tend to be more related to primary psychopathy (high functioning antisocial personality disorder)  than conduct related though.<br /><br />. I am unable to form real connections with others (including family), and only make friends for monetary, reputable, or general control purposes.<br />. I enjoy causing pain and am aggressive, which has caused me to get into a lot of fights.<br />. I am manipulative, and don&#039;t have symptoms of lying, which has allowed me to get people to do things for me, and has gotten me out of psychiatric evaluation multiple times<br />. I have a group of &quot;friends&quot; (slaves), that are stupid, violent, and easily manipulative, that I get to fight with others, and generally intimidate people since I am pretty weak and don&#039;t want to get in trouble. <br />. I have VERY high self worth, and think everyone I know is below me. I want to control people.<br />. Whenever I see a person in pain (even if I caused it), I feel nothing.<br />. I never understood why people feel guilty, since I have never felt guilt for any of my actions.<br />. I don&#039;t understand altruism and have no desire to help others.<br /><br />If I do have conduct disorder, I have already learned how to blend in reasonably well. I am also very intelligent (My IQ is 157). I would really like for people who actually have conduct disorder to see if my symptoms show signs (not a professional diagnosis obviously) of conduct disorder.';
		data[0]['blog_time'] = 'Tue, 05 Jan 2016 00:13:05 -0500';
		

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		data[1]['title'] = 'My First Post - About me-please reply';
		data[1]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/my_first_post_about_meplease_reply_c-3_u-81651_b-2133.html';
		data[1]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/my_first_post_about_meplease_reply_c-3_u-81651_b-2133.html';
		data[1]['username'] = 'operakid';
		data[1]['blog_id'] = '2133';
		data[1]['blog_message'] = 'I&#039;ve recently been diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder(Depressive type) after 3 years of hell.  Its hit me hard as i always thought things would turn out better , if you get me. Ive had bad days alot.  And some good days. Im on medication , abilfy 15mg , fluxotine 30mg  a day and i feel that it just works for a bit then stops.  In the past i had taken seroquel which didnt work at all and risperidone which did work but i had bad side effects and had to change drug.  Its doing my head in.  I just want to get better ! I wish there was a mircle drug or something , something that would take the voices away.  The voices are loud and agressive, they tell me to do things that i shouldnt do.  Things got so bad i was admitted to a mental health unit for 3 months.  I was in a safe place but  i got no help with coping and my medication was removed in the process which added insult to injury.<br /><br />I feel very alone as i have no one to talk to who has the same diagnoses as me, understands me, or understands what i am going through.<br />I would like to be able to use this forum to meet people who are similarly affected and able to understand and offer support as id like to do the same.';
		data[1]['blog_time'] = 'Mon, 06 Feb 2012 03:23:11 -0500';
		

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		data[2]['title'] = 'What can I do if my family is causing me pain?';
		data[2]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/what_can_i_do_if_my_family_is_causing_me_pain%CA%94_c-3_u-265849_b-7452.html';
		data[2]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/what_can_i_do_if_my_family_is_causing_me_pain%CA%94_c-3_u-265849_b-7452.html';
		data[2]['username'] = 'XxMariexX';
		data[2]['blog_id'] = '7452';
		data[2]['blog_message'] = 'I&#039;m a teen and I have an Anxiety and Depression disorder, I&#039;m not positive but I may also have mild OCD. I&#039;m really new too this website and forums so sorry if I do this wrong <img src="https://www.psychforums.com/images/smilies/icon_redface.gif" alt=":oops:" title="Embarassed" /> . I have so much running through my mind right now that it&#039;s really hard to decide what to say, so sorry again if what I say doesn&#039;t make sense. My parents have always been the over-protective type, both of their childhoods sucked and apparently they were both bullied tons. Unlike them, I was never bullied at school or anything like that I quite liked it, but I hate it at home. My parents like to start a fight over basically everything, either if it&#039;s with me or with each other, but either way, it always ends up my fault. I have a younger sister too, she&#039;s currently the age of 10 and I&#039;m pretty sure she stopped aging at 6. I mean she&#039;s always had it easy, and her attitude towards me has never changed. I was never allowed to watch TV other then Family channel or Disney until late Grade 6, but she started as soon as I did... Meaning she was only in grade 2. Meaning, my mum thinks that everything I can do or/have she can do or/have. Moving on, my mom always treats me like I am her when she was my age. She decided I was a Tom-boy, that I don&#039;t like &quot;girly things&quot; like clothes, make-up, dating, going to the mall, going to the spa or looking good. And she really had be convinced that I was that person for a while, but once I was a little older (around 10, but not the dating part tbh none of my friends have even dated before.) I noticed that all my friends liked those things now too. I was getting older, and I wanted to act more like my gender. That&#039;s normal isn&#039;t it? Well, after all my friends changed more &quot;girly&quot; then they were before, I thought I should too and not just because they were but because I felt like I wasn&#039;t being who I really was. But to be completely honest, I was scared to change. Strangers looked at me and saw the fun-crazy-weird kid, the one that didn&#039;t want to grow up. And apparently my parents thought that too, so when I did start looking at different clothing at the stores when me and my mom went shopping she would say things like; &quot;Oh no, that&#039;s nothing like you.&quot; or &quot;Don&#039;t you think thats a bit too fancy?&quot;. When really all I would be showing was casual clothes, clothes that my close friends wore. My anxiety would kick in and I would just shut-up, agreeing to whatever she bought me. What really confuses me about this is that she always complains about the terrible clothing her mom bought her when she was a kid/teenager, and I thought that would make her want to treat me better? But I&#039;m a teen now and guess what, you will still only find pairs of jeans and leggings in my closet with basic tees and you will only find a pair of runners and a pair of gumboots on the shoe rack that belong too me. It&#039;s not fair that I&#039;m not allowed to grow up, I&#039;m not allowed to be a girl, that I have been stuck in the same hole for my whole life and it&#039;s only getting bigger. All my friends wear mascara, a bit of eyeliner, eye shadow, lipstick, and all that crap, but I can only wear concealer and a bit of foundation (whatever the difference is) to hide my acne. Note: My friends are good friends, my parents have no problems with them and I have known them my whole life. Even though I&#039;m currently only talking about 2 of them, because technically the rest left me for some unknown reason. But I do have other friends, although they are all online <img src="https://www.psychforums.com/images/smilies/icon_cry.gif" alt=":cry:" title="Crying or Very sad" /> . Onto another subject now, remember it may not seem like much so far but thats because it&#039;s all the little things that build up inside of me. My parents like to fight with me or each other ALL THE TIME, it&#039;s really bad. When its just the two of them fighting, and it&#039;s...<br /> <br /> <a href="https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/what_can_i_do_if_my_family_is_causing_me_pain%CA%94_c-3_u-265849_b-7452.html" class="postlink-local">[ Continued ]</a>';
		data[2]['blog_time'] = 'Tue, 09 Sep 2014 03:54:37 -0400';
		

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		data[3]['title'] = 'Wanting to Die.';
		data[3]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/wanting_to_die._c-3_u-258910_b-7009.html';
		data[3]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/wanting_to_die._c-3_u-258910_b-7009.html';
		data[3]['username'] = 'shortsnorts';
		data[3]['blog_id'] = '7009';
		data[3]['blog_message'] = 'I am so tired of complete #######4. I don&#039;t see the point of anything anymore.';
		data[3]['blog_time'] = 'Fri, 30 May 2014 17:57:01 -0400';
		

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		data[4]['title'] = 'My relationship with my therapist';
		data[4]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/my_relationship_with_my_therapist_c-3_u-435562_b-11460.html';
		data[4]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/my_relationship_with_my_therapist_c-3_u-435562_b-11460.html';
		data[4]['username'] = 'ChocoSara';
		data[4]['blog_id'] = '11460';
		data[4]['blog_message'] = 'Hi guys , <br />This is pretty awkward to me talking about anything related to therapy to anyone. I&#039;ve been seeing my therapist for a month now , we had 4 sessions and 3 walks so far. What i wanna talk about is how i can open up to him and not feel so stiff around him and end up regretting not saying all i want or any of it at all. He says we have a good relationship but it’s different for me. I feel really disconnected. I have so much to tell him but it always ends with me not saying what i REALLY wanna say , especially when we have a walk. There’s that thing i do when i feel &quot;bad&quot; , i pretend that i&#039;m telling him what i&#039;m feeling so i calm down. Maybe it’s the reason i have nothing left to say ? <br />The reason i&#039;m trying to find a way to be more open is that i feel forced by myself. I’m regretting everytime i see him and end up not saying what i feel at all , and i don’t wanna drop therapy. I really really need it. I had a really unpleasant event by the time of our 3rd session and it made me realize how lucky i am to have a therapist at all. I wanna start fresh and on good terms with him. I wanna trust him enough to be comfortable around him to make our process better and not feel pushed. And he’s just a nice person idk what’s wrong with me  <img src="https://www.psychforums.com/images/smilies/icon_neutral.gif" alt=":|" title="Neutral" /><br />I want to want to get better and not feel so forced by myself.';
		data[4]['blog_time'] = 'Thu, 28 Sep 2017 04:07:19 -0400';