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He is one of the best people I have ever met, I&#039;m super attracted to him and he actually wants to spend all his time with me which is more than I can say for any of my exes and we have had a great relationship thus far, except for one thing... So I have felt increasingly upset about this as time has gone on, like when we first got together we were exploring each other emotionally and also sexually, and with him being 9 years older than myself, he had a lot more sexual experience than me and he has introduced me to some new areas such an anal and general bum play which I have loved! So the first bit of our relationship, sexually this has been amazing.. but over the last couple of months he has become more tired and less interested in having sex with me, he has never been one to kiss me lots but again in the last couple of months this has diminished into giving me a peck in the morning before he goes to work.. and unless we are actually having sex, I don&#039;t get kisses off him.. he doesn&#039;t ever just snog me, and this hurts. Whenever I talk to him about it I just get &#039;I&#039;m not a lovey dovey kind of person&#039; or &#039;I&#039;m not a snoggy type of person&#039; which is ok, well its not ok.. because from where I&#039;m standing I literally just crave so much more! Since loosing 6-7 stone over the past year I feel my sex drive has sky rocketed and I find myself wanting sex all the time, whenever I&#039;m with him I just want to ###$ him and him do bad things to me, and when I&#039;m alone.. I touch myself. When I&#039;m alone and when I&#039;m not busy I am constantly masturbating, I make myself cum sometimes 3-4 times a day when I have that chance. And so when I&#039;m with this man who makes me so happy and who I am sexually attracted to immensely, I just want him.. and I feel that he doesn&#039;t want me as hard as I want him. When we get into bed and he makes his excuses, bats my hand away from him and tells me he&#039;s tired, I cant help but feel gutted.. I feel deflated, it kills me inside and I have to pretend like its okay and roll over and go to sleep when in fact I&#039;m so hurt. Now, please understand when I say we do have quite regular sex, sometimes we can go a few times in a day, but on average I would say about 4 times a week.. sometimes a lot more? Now, this is where I think I have a slight addiction.. because it doesn&#039;t seem to be enough, I want to feel that intimacy so much more, maybe its because I don&#039;t get the little kisses throughout the day or even that passionate snog in the car before we go for dinner.. He is not the romantic type and unfortunately this massively shows, he never tells me I&#039;m beautiful or says romantic things to me, or does anything romantic, and well 6 months in and he hasn&#039;t told me he loves me. I understand people go at different paces but due to this, I&#039;m left wanting more.. and I&#039;m having wondering thoughts, I&#039;m lusting after anyone at the moment and I hate myself because actually the one person I want the absolute most is my boyfriend. I have tried talking to him, and I just don&#039;t seem to get anywhere.. He doesn&#039;t have much to say and just comes back with the normal &#039;I&#039;m just not the romantic type&#039; and  &#039;I&#039;m just so tired from work&#039;. I feel like he isn&#039;t fully into me? Only apart from the fact he actually wants to see me all the time and literally does anything for me, he looks after me and makes me feel safe, and happy.. But where is my romance? I am a woman, with an incredibly high sex drive who just wants my man to have sex with me all the time and tell me I&#039;m ######6 beautiful!</div>');
		
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