var title = 'Psychology and Mental Health Forum Psychology Feed';
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		var site_desc = 'Psychology and Mental Health Forum';
		var time = 'Wed, 06 Aug 2025 06:15:17 -0400';

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		data[0]['title'] = 'Desire to abuse cat?????';
		data[0]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/desire_to_abuse_cat%CA%94%CA%94%CA%94%CA%94%CA%94_c-3_u-344099_b-9871.html';
		data[0]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/desire_to_abuse_cat%CA%94%CA%94%CA%94%CA%94%CA%94_c-3_u-344099_b-9871.html';
		data[0]['username'] = 'Darkfirerip';
		data[0]['blog_id'] = '9871';
		data[0]['blog_message'] = 'Alright let me start this off with some context, I am a 18 year old senior who's life revolves around animals. At my house I have a cat and 7 reptiles (all mine), but at my grandparents who i vist every weeked, has not just a cat, but a spawn of pure evil. Now this cat we bought from a home as a kitten and raise it up to the evil it is today, it has never been abused and has a life full of enrichment amd everything it needs. But even so this cat does not let anyone pet it, it never purs, it breaks stuff, attacks at random, and has a ever growing desire to murder. My cat at home is the complete oppisite, so needless to say I was taken back by the attitude, and tried many things to correct this behavior. But recently I have had this ever burning passion to strangle the cat, step on its neck, or simply kill it in anyway possible. This started when the cat decided to ######6 fling one of my gecko enlosers across the room, break in, and eat its tail. It must have thought the taste was good too, because now she wont ######6 leave any of my enclosures alone and i have to hide them in the basement. Ever since she touched my precious child, I've felt this way, and I have given up on trying to fix whatever mental problem this cat has, because whenever I see it, I get a visual image in my mind of abusing the thing. This freaks me out, I would never hurt my other animals or even my cat, but this ######6 evil has me going crazy, and these thoughts i have need to stop.';
		data[0]['blog_time'] = 'Sat, 30 Apr 2016 01:13:40 -0400';
		

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		data[1]['title'] = 'Sister refuses to allow me to see my nephew';
		data[1]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/sister_refuses_to_allow_me_to_see_my_nephew_c-3_u-317013_b-9387.html';
		data[1]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/sister_refuses_to_allow_me_to_see_my_nephew_c-3_u-317013_b-9387.html';
		data[1]['username'] = 'arb321988';
		data[1]['blog_id'] = '9387';
		data[1]['blog_message'] = 'Hello all, I&#039;m new here.<br />My sister gave birth and had really bad Postpartum Depression and she was already diagnosed with Bipolar disorder before hand. I have raised my nephew since he was born. She has a boyfriend, a little over a year now, and has recently moved to a different town. About 2 hours from where I live. I barely get to see him anyways because I have a very demanding job.<br />I had him over the summer for a week. He told me some information, and with my job I am a mandatory reporter (with a reporting number), and I ended up calling CPS on her. I went up at the beginning of December to see him for his birthday and give him his birthday gift. <br />She allowed me to see him for about an hour. After that she asked to talk when he was asleep. She asked why I had called CPS, I told her the circumstances, what was said to me, and the face that I&#039;m a mandatory reporter. She told me &quot;I&#039;m your sister, you should have confronted me first.&quot; I again tried to explain to her if I don&#039;t report child abuse, I could not only go to jail but lose my licenses. She will probably never understand, but now she will not &quot;ever&quot; let me see him again. <br />I miss my nephew terribly. I hate that she has her thumb on him, and all control over him. Also, I fear for his safety around her boyfriend. I expressed this to CPS as well. The outcome was that they did a wellness check. They said, until they see bruises or broken bones they really can&#039;t do anything.<br />Recently, 8 years old now, they have been leaving him home alone. Unfortunately in Arizona there is no legal age at which you can leave a child home alone. But, if something happens to the child it is considered child neglect.<br />....... Ugh..... Stressful situation';
		data[1]['blog_time'] = 'Mon, 21 Dec 2015 17:02:32 -0500';
		

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		data[2]['title'] = 'eI hav a characted in my head, and he won't leave me alone.';
		data[2]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/ei_hav_a_characted_in_my_head_and_he_won%CA%B9t_leave_me_alone._c-3_u-282940_b-8262.html';
		data[2]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/ei_hav_a_characted_in_my_head_and_he_won%CA%B9t_leave_me_alone._c-3_u-282940_b-8262.html';
		data[2]['username'] = 'pennyfortheselfish';
		data[2]['blog_id'] = '8262';
		data[2]['blog_message'] = 'I am a 19 year old girl and I have this male character about my age in my head, he has a name and characteristics and personality and everything already thought out for him. He&#039;s not alone, he has a bunch of friends...also in my head. I switch mainly between him and me, his friends are all just there for some reason. <br /><br />When I was in middle school I was bullied and alone so I started &quot;creating friends&quot; to entertain me during lunches...now, everytime I find myself feeling lonely, they&#039;re automatically there. Sometimes they&#039;re there when I&#039;m hanging out with other (real) people but that doesn&#039;t happen too often. <br /><br />I started out thinking I have DID but now I&#039;m confused, I can tell him to leave and he will but then he comes back again. It&#039;s mostly him talking to me and giving me advice and helping me but sometimes I actually become him and I end up just sitting on my sofa, staring at the wall, or walking around my room living in this imaginary world in my head. Sometimes I end up making faces or using body language without realizing that I am. Sometimes when something happens to me (when I am him) that saddens &quot;him&quot;, I physically cry. Or I can feel pain (I don&#039;t know how to explain that). <br /><br />I often find myself isolating myself from friends and family just to be him in that world.<br /><br />I&#039;m just wondering if anyone else experiences this? What is this? I can&#039;t seem to put a word on it. Also, I have no idea why I&#039;m suddenly identifying with a male...<br /><br />I haven&#039;t seen any posts similar to this so if someone experiences this I would be really glad if they could share cause I am so confused all the time.<br /><br /><br /><br />- Penny';
		data[2]['blog_time'] = 'Tue, 14 Apr 2015 18:26:27 -0400';
		

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		data[3]['title'] = 'Food for thought.';
		data[3]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/food_for_thought._c-3_u-435395_b-11445.html';
		data[3]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/food_for_thought._c-3_u-435395_b-11445.html';
		data[3]['username'] = 'Velfang';
		data[3]['blog_id'] = '11445';
		data[3]['blog_message'] = 'How are mental diseases like ADHD even thought about? What are people thinking when they categorise someone in the ADHD category? Doesnt the society actually decide this? &quot;Okay, youre hyperactive, i bet you have ADHD&quot;. Im an indian and ive seen a lot of people who may have been suffering from ADHD according to the intn guidelines but they lead a normal life mostly. ADHD medication is basically a drug, amphetamine. So, enlighten me pls? Btw, i dont have ADHD. Its just food for thought.';
		data[3]['blog_time'] = 'Sun, 24 Sep 2017 14:04:37 -0400';
		

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		data[4]['title'] = 'Do u have hocd ? Or am I kidding myself';
		data[4]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/do_u_have_hocd_%CA%94_or_am_i_kidding_myself_c-3_u-253411_b-6373.html';
		data[4]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/do_u_have_hocd_%CA%94_or_am_i_kidding_myself_c-3_u-253411_b-6373.html';
		data[4]['username'] = 'Danharvey123';
		data[4]['blog_id'] = '6373';
		data[4]['blog_message'] = 'Hello I&#039;m a teen boy and I&#039;m having a real tough time I&#039;m not 100% sure I have OCD but when I was younger I would always have thoughts of dying and got really scared and frightened of it and also stuff in my room I liked it to be in order also my dad had OCD symptoms when he was younger like if he felt a certain way he would walk on the white lines on a road so he&#039;d fell better and stuff like that so since I was young boy I can remember I was always into girls I fantasised and felt emotionally and sexually attracted to them and there was no thought that crossed my mind I was gay I remember going to a leisure center with my mum at around 7 or 8 and I would get changed in to woman&#039;s (because i was to young to be by myself) I always found myself looking at the women and liked it when I saw them naked but when I was 9 I had to get changed in the male part and felt uncomfortable as they were all naked so Back to my story I started masterbating at a young age (around 9) and it would be over like nude chat shows on tv and stuff like that once I found porn I couldn&#039;t stop masterbating over straight and lesbian porn once I entered secoundry school I had a massive crush on this girl and couldn&#039;t stop thinking about her I also remember being very jealous when she got a boyfriend it all started when I entered year 9 a girl had asked me out (I had liked her) and I did but I was extremely shy around her in school and so I felt so shy around her I broke up with her and then she tiled a lot of people the reason why dumped her was because I was gay this made my life hell I lost so many mates but got over it .then after a while I started to question If I really was gay ? I started to test myself by watching gay porn which didn&#039;t arouse me (even when I tried to masterbate and it made me start to gag) then I&#039;d watch lesbian porn and be aroused this would stop me obsessing for a while but it came back and my mind is saying that I didn&#039;t try tow masterbate to gay porn because you like it really so I started looking and asking on yahoo awnsers they all gave me awnsers like your probably gay/bi this made me doubt myself even more this is making me stressed and I hardly go out on the weekends incase I see a man and have sexual thoughts i try to have gay thoughts but they don&#039;t feel rightI&#039;m also having grounal responses why is this happening ! I don&#039;t want to be with a man also I&#039;ve been having gay dreams and these dreams I&#039;m literally checking if I&#039;m aroused like in my dream but I believe I&#039;m in love with a girl at the moment ? Also I&#039;m constantly looking at myself to see if I look gay also when I see someone and there looking at me while talking to someone I automatically think that they think I&#039;m gay I am also worried that girls think I&#039;m gay when I started doubting my sexuality I thought I was gay bit now I think I&#039;m bisexual and now my mind is saying that I&#039;m thinking that because it&#039;s true also when I look into my past and see one part that seems homosexual it will cause a spike and cause me to panic is there a reason why I&#039;m like this ? I play rugby and when I&#039;ve made contact with males I don&#039;t feel aroused but my minds telling me I am I have also seen my friends penises before and not been aroused and just laughed what shall I do ? I don&#039;t know how much I can take of this it&#039;s everyday and I feel I have to keep checking If I&#039;m aroused is this how it&#039;s going to be for the rest of my life am I in denial ? I just hate these thoughts <img src="https://www.psychforums.com/images/smilies/icon_sad.gif" alt=":(" title="Sad" /> I also remember when I was about nine that my cousin would sit on my lap but I pretended it was a girl and now mind keeps focusing on that and won&#039;t go Please someone tell me what&#039;s wrong I also look at myself in the mirror and and see if I look gay or have a gay voice or if I give off a gay vibe';
		data[4]['blog_time'] = 'Mon, 17 Feb 2014 12:43:24 -0500';