var title = 'Psychology and Mental Health Forum Psychology Feed';
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		var time = 'Tue, 05 Aug 2025 05:36:44 -0400';

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		data[0]['title'] = 'Half brother and sister intimate relationship';
		data[0]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/half_brother_and_sister_intimate_relationship_c-3_u-80663_b-2025.html';
		data[0]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/half_brother_and_sister_intimate_relationship_c-3_u-80663_b-2025.html';
		data[0]['username'] = 'jakeln';
		data[0]['blog_id'] = '2025';
		data[0]['blog_message'] = 'Hi, I&#039;m a new member and have registered in the hope of finding a better understanding and hopefully some peace regarding my intimate relationship with my half sister.<br /><br />I was adopted at birth and met my biological mother and two half sisters 6 years ago (I was 38 at the time).  My two half sisters (the eldest was 28 and the youngest was 25) (and no-one else) never knew of my existence.  After my mother disclosed and discussed my &quot;re-appearance&quot; with them, we met for the first time in 2006.  From the very first moment, there was a very special bond between my eldest half sister and me.  Although I dearly love my youngest half sister and we have a great relationship, which is very supportive and loving, we do not have a physical attraction to each other and we do not share the same level of emotional &quot;understanding&quot; that I share with my eldest half sister.<br /><br />From the first moment on, my eldest half sister and I shared an amazing bond.  I live in a different country to them (my mother and two half sisters), but each time we get to see each other, we have an ability to enter each other&#039;s souls in an instant, as if we have never been apart.  The &quot;connection&quot; between us has always contained an element of physical attraction, but we never acted on it, nor discussed it.  In each other&#039;s presence, we were however always stunned by the fact that no-one else picked up on it, since it always felt (and still does) like it was almost &quot;tangible&quot;.<br /><br />In 2008, our relationship became sexual and on each trip since then, we have enjoyed the most amazing intimate moments both she and I have ever experienced.  First and foremost, we are truly soul mates and we share an acceptance of each other, that neither of us have ever experienced anywhere else.  Our physical relationship is not our primary attraction, but flows from the amazing intimacy we share emotionally.  If it were possible and because of society&#039;s views regarding relationships like these, we&#039;d choose to exist as &quot;just&quot; half brother and sister, but we both understand that we&#039;d be lying to ourselves if we pretended this to be true.<br /><br />We are both Christians and love our churches and our communities.  I don&#039;t have a problem with our relationship in view of my relationship with God, but my sister does struggle with it from time to time.  We also understand the consequences (perhaps not fully) of our relationship, both in a community and in our family.<br /><br />We have not shared our relationship with anyone and my hope is to enter into meaningful discussion regarding our situation, so that I may better understand our options.  There is so much more to say, but this will do for a start.';
		data[0]['blog_time'] = 'Wed, 18 Jan 2012 11:29:22 -0500';
		

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		data[1]['title'] = 'Can't say no to sex';
		data[1]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/can%CA%B9t_say_no_to_sex_c-3_u-272158_b-7813.html';
		data[1]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/can%CA%B9t_say_no_to_sex_c-3_u-272158_b-7813.html';
		data[1]['username'] = 'Megzz';
		data[1]['blog_id'] = '7813';
		data[1]['blog_message'] = 'Hello! I&#039;m a 19- year old female and I can&#039;t seem to say no to sex. I don&#039;t feel the urge to constantly have sex but if a guy asks me to have sex I will always say yes. I beat myself up for this so much and I&#039;m not sure if it is a sexual addiction and I don&#039;t know how to treat it. <br />Please comment you opinions!';
		data[1]['blog_time'] = 'Thu, 25 Dec 2014 01:21:10 -0500';
		

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		data[2]['title'] = 'Help me I have a poo phobia';
		data[2]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/help_me_i_have_a_poo_phobia_c-3_u-259133_b-6895.html';
		data[2]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/help_me_i_have_a_poo_phobia_c-3_u-259133_b-6895.html';
		data[2]['username'] = 'Simple life';
		data[2]['blog_id'] = '6895';
		data[2]['blog_message'] = 'I have a poo phobia ! Help?<br />It&#039;s been going on for months now nearly a year, everytime I go out I feel like I&#039;m going to poo my pants, I start panicking and just go straight home! But once I&#039;m home I&#039;m fine and don&#039;t need the toilet, also when I&#039;m out my belly starts to hurt like I&#039;m going to have  diarrhoea   but I don&#039;t. It&#039;s ruining my life! I never go out because of this!  I don&#039;t like to travel for long or stay out long incase I do poo my pants help!';
		data[2]['blog_time'] = 'Sun, 11 May 2014 22:26:17 -0400';
		

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		data[3]['title'] = 'About me and how I need help psychologically...';
		data[3]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/about_me_and_how_i_need_help_psychologically..._c-3_u-82459_b-2233.html';
		data[3]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/about_me_and_how_i_need_help_psychologically..._c-3_u-82459_b-2233.html';
		data[3]['username'] = 'bookofwildthoughts';
		data[3]['blog_id'] = '2233';
		data[3]['blog_message'] = 'About me and how I need help psychologically...<br /><br />So this page is all about me, myself and my book of wild thoughts.  Obviously my name is not Bookof!! I’m intending to keep anonymity at least for now; that’s because I’m a bit ashamed of what I write! I did not even link it to my own personal Facebook profile, I preferred to create a different entity, and this is being applied onto all my self-owned social network profiles.  Besides, it’s in my constitutional rights to do so and if anybody’s got a problem with that, well…. Door’s open, please go !!<br /><br />So what is book of wild thoughts all about, I can hear you mumbling… As said above, this book is all about me and my personality and how I’m intending, with the help of all my readers, to achieve in linking them harmoniously.   There are other areas I’m looking forward to improve as well: my own English writing style, some books and stories I wanted to publish.  So this website is all about gathering enough courage in me to really do what I always wanted <img src="https://www.psychforums.com/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" title="Smile" /> !!<br /><br />I’ll probably add some more text in the future for that’s all I feel like writing at the moment; my wife’s nearly finished with cooking dinner and it’s about time to wrap the napkin around the closet, oops sorry! I meant around the neck;<br /><br />Just to let you know how it took me days before I started to lay my hands on my own personal blog, I even threw up out of eating whatever came in, I think it’s the stress LOL ! I don’t know why such a reaction would occur to me, maybe I got too lazy to start working on it… So you can guess by now, or I can already hear you screaming, “How am I supposed to know that?? Ain’t you old enough to know it (oh, btw, how rude of me, I’m male, thirties, and married. Where were my manners!?) yourself why are you asking me??”<br /><br />So here we go: my answer is exactly your question, I don’t know myself enough and this has caused me (and is still causing me) tremendous trouble in whatever I do, whoever I lived with, in all what you can think of! This lack of personality, of self-esteem has brought me to where I am at present, a lousy web developer after 10 years in the field and writing this blog! Of course, I managed to get a nice girl to fall in love with, a little plot of land I managed to get on a good opportunity, but ‘all’ this achievement (LOL) seems so small as compared to the $#%^ I brought to my family, my wife and luckily no kids so far! Imagine the disaster, for my wife: 2 stubborn kids in the house!<br /><br />So many of my friends have excelled in the field, they took courage, had the balls still have, and grabbed life with firm hands to build their dreams and be happy with their life now.  It would have sounded so selfish if I had ended this sentence with “except me”!! I have a great family, wonderful parents whom I never blame for where I’m standing now, a wonderful wife who has accepted to bear me for three years now and a nice work atmosphere, what more could I want? What more would a man need to start flying on his own ship and start his business ‘happily ever after’ ??<br /><br />So all these lines of thought, these wild thoughts (I’ve got more, don’t worry!!) have led me to share my life and my own thoughts into a small book which I’ll update online of course, from time to time.  I’ll be pretty close with it, since I’m intending to use it anywhere I’ll be, using my mobile phone; yes, even when I’m taking a $#%^ !<br /><br />That’s because it’s better to be writing something than doing anything else #######5, how about that !?<br /><br />Thanks for reading my article down to here and hope I can get to read your comments very soon!';
		data[3]['blog_time'] = 'Tue, 21 Feb 2012 09:44:34 -0500';
		

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		data[4]['title'] = 'My first entry, thank you whoever reads this';
		data[4]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/my_first_entry_thank_you_whoever_reads_this_c-3_u-275674_b-7954.html';
		data[4]['url'] = 'https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/my_first_entry_thank_you_whoever_reads_this_c-3_u-275674_b-7954.html';
		data[4]['username'] = 'Joshykinsx';
		data[4]['blog_id'] = '7954';
		data[4]['blog_message'] = 'Hello dear reader, I&#039;ve recently discovered my disorders and wrote something a while ago in a blog. Sorry if it&#039;s too long but I can&#039;t really divide it into part, you may find it very boring but I want to thank you to whoever read the whole thing or even just looked at!<br /><br />Introduction, burning iceberg/frozen flame<br />I’m not very good at writing; in fact I suck pretty much at everything.<br /><br />I think of myself as a walking bag of issues. I’m a highly sensitive person, I have borderline personality disorder, social anxiety, I have little bit of OCD and ADD and I often think that I’m bipolar.<br /><br />I understand that everybody goes through some kind of stress in their lives and that other people might have bigger problems than me…honestly I don’t give a ###$, ###$ those people! ###$ people who judge ( I do that sometimes too but then I get punished at night by my over thinking habit), ###$ people who pretend to be nice, ###$ overconfident people, ###$ people who are shy, ###$ people that like politics, ###$ people that are into religion now that I think of it, ###$ everybody! Myself included!!<br /><br />I’m sorry I didn’t meant to offend anyone (maybe I did), so I have extreme mood swings(as you’ve already noticed), sometimes I wanna meet people but most of the times I hate people. It’s probably because of my social anxiety, every time I’m in public I feel like everybody’s staring at me, I always thought it was some teenage stuff and that it would eventually subside but it never truly did, in fact sometimes I feel like it’s gotten worse. Each pair of eyes feels like a burn and I start sweating and panicking and I keep telling myself “oh god why are people staring at me? Is it because I’m overweight? (at a time I was but even after I lost weight I felt the same way) is my hair messed up?” Sometimes I do feel ok when I’m in public, most of the time it’s when I’m drunk or in an extremely good mood, unfortunately both don’t last very long and don’t happen very often and sometimes are mutually exclusive.<br /><br />I feel like I’m the ugliest person in the world, the most weird too but at the same time I realize that I’m just an ordinary guy, nothing special at all. Other times I label myself very special because I’m pathetic and I want that pity but there’s just no one in my world that would ######6 understand me so I only have myself, which is just not enough but sometimes can be overwhelming. My biggest fear and my biggest enemy are both- myself. I tend to over think stuff, stuff that other healthy normal people don’t even care about, don’t notice. I like to analyze my day right before going to sleep, every ######6 time. Every time before going to sleep my brain’s like “Oh you wanna rest? ###$ that! Let’s go through all the ###$ up $#%^ that happened today. The mean stuff people said to you or you said to them.  The stupid awkward situations you put yourself or others to, about how it’s gonna haunt you for a couple of years until you do something more ###$ up, which is gonna happen pretty soon by the way.<br /><br />I always feel lonely and sometimes I just wish I had a girlfriend, actually every guy wants that…but then I remember what it’s like for me to be in a relationship with someone. It’s ######6 hell, both for me and for the unluckiest girl in the world who agreed to be in a relationship with me. Whenever I’m in a relationship (which is SUPER rare now) I tend to idealize (or even idolize) my partner and I cling very tightly to that person. Thinking she can understand me, support me and just always be there (which is literally ALWAYS) and of course eventually I get disappointed, always. Because I’m a selfish bastard, the very kind of people that I hate. It is part of the curse of having the borderline personality disorder, no one will ever be good enough for you and you’re never gonna be good enough for anyone as well. When people I’m really attached to stop messaging me or talking to me for whatever reasons (busy, not in the mood) I instantly take it the wrong wa...<br /> <br /> <a href="https://www.psychforums.com/blog/Psychology/my_first_entry_thank_you_whoever_reads_this_c-3_u-275674_b-7954.html" class="postlink-local">[ Continued ]</a>';
		data[4]['blog_time'] = 'Wed, 28 Jan 2015 02:43:02 -0500';