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Writing a letter to my future wife I haven't seen

Permanent Linkby OMNICELL on Wed Sep 05, 2018 4:14 pm

In my soulmate search; I have to let the universe bring her to me! I can call for her; and the universe will show me how she is going to show up; and has done that! A women appeared from nowhere; a jogger on a bridge and she came strait at me! I knew the universe has sent a sign!
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Next; I wanted a soulmate! Well, a week later, in one of the meetings I attend; I saw this women; it was her; everything I had specified! However, she ended up with another man! She never had any interest in me; did not see me! She did follow some signs I asked the universe to send that would show she was a soulmate! and she passed those tests; certainly she did not know I was testing her! and it was from observational levels only! I never really interacted with her! She was gone with week! meaning, she was already in the arms of another man and heading in that direction the moment I spotted her! Meaning, I was observing a stranger I would never interact with or probably see again! However, she appeared and passed the secret tests of a soulmate; the problem was; she was not my soulmate! OK; so, that was a stunning experience; and I had to learn to move on! So, I worked with the universe to concentrate on the universe and learned to make the universe my best friend and soulmate!
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Next; as I was going down the street on my bike; I told was given a message from the universe; a feeling; I wanted to be what Im suppose to be strait in front of me; be myself! and I thought! universe; bring me my Asian soulmate strait in front of me! Suddenly I saw a car veering off toward me a bit; I pulled over next to the curb! I was silent and looking strait ahead; suddenly out of nowhere, an Asian women appears, walks strait from her house up in front of my bike, She looks at me; turned and pulls some mail from her mail box; then walks back into her house! perfect timing! Just as I had asked; bring me an Asian women right in front of me! And this was a sign that I was directly moving on to the next part of my journey concerning Asian soulmate!
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When I got home that day; I realized that I had never asked the universe for a best friend! I was getting the message from the universe; I knew what I wanted her to look like; but I wanted a best friend!
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I started writing a letter to my future Asian soulmate wife; a love letter; and it was full of wrath and hatred and anger! I did not use angry words; what do I mean? when I was writing nice words I was feeling hatred and abuse all over the place! Then I stopped and thought; I cant do this! Its so painful! And realized; the anger was coming from me; from inside myself about myself!
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Now; Im asking the universe to help pull out good feelings associating with these words; that I can get over my abuse anger and express good feelings when I want to!
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Also, I have to learn how to talk to people again in intelligent conversation! I have to learn how to meet people and talk to them! converse! This is very important! As I thank the universe for the wonderful conversations I have with my asian soulmate I have not met yet!

Dissociative Disorder
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AVPD; Social avoidance
Previous/Psychotic clinical Depression
agoraphobia
obsessive/compulsive disorder
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