What I broadcast I receive back from the universe!
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Drumming; Im learning to drum again; I have a set up in my apartment that is working; massive things to keep it almost silent! its working; Im freaked out by it! God is creating a way for me to be me again and my interests! You have to push on God to make it happen! Keep God on Gods toes; get the universe to respond to what I want!
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Bullies~ Bullies are bad enough! but the ones I was attacked by and intimidated and used by through out about 5th grade to 12 grade; I never planned on it or prepared for it! I was completely alone and had no chance! I was destroyed by it; scared, intimidated!
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The point; Im trying to work with God to feel safe again when I walk outside! or be around people again! Im trying to heal up! Im trying to remember what it feels like and the good memories associated with feelings of being safe!