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Working through bad stuff; asking God that I can trust

Permanent Linkby OMNICELL on Sun Oct 15, 2017 11:50 pm

I have to trust source energy! My life was wiped out when little! Who was in charge?; whats the Christian attitude about it! Some how the Christian view gets God off the hook! Why? or, How?; if God is the God of the universe, and the universe watched me as a child being destroyed day after day after day! How am I suppose to trust the universe! the universe turned on me! or left me or bullied me! It attacked me viciously! why?, I was just a child! The Christians will walk up to me and sell me some goods about God! It doesn't work anymore! its a niceeeee nice story line for the rich or well to do; for the rest of us, no escape from the human conditions!
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Im slowly allowing the process of working with God; but God can not make anymore mistakes with me! I cant spend, year after year after year getting to know God! By the time I was 18, I was an old man! I was burned out completely from dealing with sociopaths!
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I dont want to go through more pain! Im asking God for a relationship that he must respond to! Ill try on my end; I haven't got much to give!
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I dont like empty promises! Ive had 10 million of them; I had my whole life pulled out from under me when young with no escape! I was ruined, My future was ruined! everything was ruined! Everything was taken away from me; the intended aggression of a psychopath; the sadistic side!
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Im now trying to get better and I dont want to chase God to do so! God has to come out of the clouds to help me! he must come down from his thrown; he must!
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Im trying to contact God, but Im getting no offers! something is wrong!
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I will keep trying to contact God!

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