When dealing with women; I think the problem is; I have to become someone other then who I am to be with women! Im not myself. I have to become more worldly or socio-able! Im not good enough for where I want to be! I have to like myself more, or be more curious! I have to like myself more; who's fault is this; meaning, is it a women or mine! who has to do the work! I do, so I better just get started with it!
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I have to be up to speed of who I want to meet; the quality of person! Im not socially up to speed! I still need someone to rescue me and see me through and take care of me. This is not what I want, altho I need it! so, a dilemma is occurring within me! I like what I see but don't bb go after it!
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Much more practice in this area that I may get a better understanding !
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I have to become more outgoing and less afraid!