So, the new girl from the meetings is out! she is not to be my girlfriend; she flaked. Now what do I do!
GO talk to other women! chat them up! Or go talk to her, get over it and go out with her! thats possible. But the inside of me is screaming, saying hell no! this girl dist me! ###$ her! ; run!
The grocery store girl freaks me out!
I have talked to a women about the SSI stuff! she told me a good women wont worry about it; that made me feel better!
I suppose God creates the situations for me to leave!
Im slowly heading toward relationships! However, girls are blocking things so they can be in control. Im sorry, Your ######6 out! Goodbye... ! Your replaced!
Its getting impossible to deal with the women in the meetings! they are controlling nightmares...
Many people do not want me to get better, they keep blocking me! Possibly I have to ask God for a journey around better choices of people! people that do not attempt to control me!
Im in that middle space to a new life! others are tripping me up! they don't want to see me get better! they are acting like criminals.
Im being blocked at that specific moment I need to connect to the other side! others are aware of this and block that progress...
Im stronger, but still need the right people in my life! I have to get on my knees and trust God! and ask what direction to go in! Im lost at the present moment! Im not sure who to turn to! I have meetings, I have no people!