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Visualizations

Permanent Linkby OMNICELL on Sat Jun 22, 2019 9:27 pm

Im working with visualization; These are important. Proper or well developed visualizations are what builds a childs future; Same for me; as I bring back more visualizations of my future; the past visualizations are showing up; and this would be heaven to me; to feel like I did when I was a kid before I got thrown away.
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So; Im working on it; all the things I missed; I want those scenes in my head ready to be reproduced; and its going to happen I know it is.
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Im visualizing myself dating and its working; I can feel the energy opening; and I can see others things; and its the real me; now! Not someone from the past; but its the original blue print me; But in the beginning I thought I had to have the original players from my birth time; not so; but its a struggle to get where I am; safe ground; in order to proceed to use my mind in such a creative way; it takes years of work; for me; and it has. But its paying off; Im looking forward to better visualizations; more openness and less dissociation within my imagination and wanting more connectives in my imagination when Im visualizing my goals and desires.
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The goal right now is not having something show up in front of me; I know things can show up in front of me from my imagination; therefore, its a good idea to get this visualizations stuff down first; get that energy flowing. Get it figured out baby. all of it in detail; all of it. no gaming; have all those scenes figured and played as if they’ve already happened; rehearsing thousands of times in my head and feeling every detail.
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And all of this work is bringing a special part of my childhood back to me; thats what Im hoping; I mean; I can feel it and some memories are showing up; a protected part with hope; lots of hope here; however, I need that one first manifestation; whether it be a women or a car or money or pathway to performing my art; what ever it is; Im working on it; ; and I want it to happen. So, it must manifest in my imagination first.
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One main goal; as I remember; Im hit with the end of visualizing; meaning; my abandonment comes out I see it and real feel it; the cure for this is to switch to my future desires and see them instead.
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So; by switching thoughts to other thoughts I want for my future; I do this on the fly; and keep practicing it; the point is ; I start to control my thoughts and be able to switch them to what I want for my future; and if I keep creating this way; my who thinking process is a bumping creation on a daily basis; The key; the more I imagine; the more of it shows up in front of me.
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Acceptance; This is hard; I used drugs and alcohol in the past and other distractions to stop thinking and feeling; so I would not have to deal with the responsibility of changing my life; I didnt know how to change my life; now I do know some things and Im working on it. and its working; but it takes time.
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Im not sure where Im starting; I think its art; Im not sure where its going up; but what ever it is; Im feeling the anxiety of doing what I was dreaming of.

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