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Author:	OMNICELL [ Sun Sep 08, 2013 2:33 am ]
Blog Subject:	Trust God some more!
My mind was destroyed when I was young: the people responsible, knew exactly what they were doing! They got of on destroying the lives of children. I am slowly moving back to having the choice to be me! Ive worked very hard for a long time, and its paying off! I look forward to getting my memories back! Those memories of "me" . I was stored in those memories and those memories were ripped away! I want them back! Im shocked that I could start the process to come back to life! it is happening.. --- The difference in my life now and before; Before, I had a life surrounded by horrifying people! I did not know they were horrifying. I thought they where nice people! They were sociopaths! My brothers did not know me! and my so called, friends were not my friends. I thought I had a best friend! I did not! I meant nothing to him or his family! I thought he was my brother for life! He was not my friend! I was his enemy, I never knew this.. Behind my back was the truth! I was never liked! and I will never go in that direction ever again.. In my new life, I will be me! I will trust God and do things I always wanted; this time the people, places and things are going to change. I am still in shock as to what happened to me! and all the people I lost,and all the people I was wrong about! I have many memories with others when I was young. The "me" in the those memories will return, the others in those memories will be forgotten about! They are not worth anyones time, they are demonic! I never knew I was in a demonic presence; Everything seemed normal on the outside, normal and safe! I was never cared about, I was alone from the beginning! I lived in a giant thick fantasy bond! later I would be destroyed... I will get my dreams back! Yet, this time the people from the past wont be here, and I can find new friends, real ones.. I have along ways to go! Im not back yet! I will keep trusting God!

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