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Trust God some more!

Permanent Linkby OMNICELL on Sun Sep 08, 2013 2:33 am

My mind was destroyed when I was young: the people responsible, knew exactly what they were doing! They got of on destroying the lives of children.

I am slowly moving back to having the choice to be me!

Ive worked very hard for a long time, and its paying off!

I look forward to getting my memories back! Those memories of "me" . I was stored in those memories and those memories were ripped away! I want them back!

Im shocked that I could start the process to come back to life! it is happening..

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The difference in my life now and before;

Before, I had a life surrounded by horrifying people! I did not know they were horrifying. I thought they where nice people! They were sociopaths!

My brothers did not know me! and my so called, friends were not my friends.

I thought I had a best friend! I did not! I meant nothing to him or his family! I thought he was my brother for life! He was not my friend! I was his enemy, I never knew this.. Behind my back was the truth! I was never liked! and I will never go in that direction ever again..

In my new life, I will be me! I will trust God and do things I always wanted; this time the people, places and things are going to change.

I am still in shock as to what happened to me! and all the people I lost,and all the people I was wrong about!

I have many memories with others when I was young. The "me" in the those memories will return, the others in those memories will be forgotten about! They are not worth anyones time, they are demonic!

I never knew I was in a demonic presence; Everything seemed normal on the outside, normal and safe!

I was never cared about, I was alone from the beginning! I lived in a giant thick fantasy bond! later I would be destroyed...

I will get my dreams back! Yet, this time the people from the past wont be here, and I can find new friends, real ones..

I have along ways to go! Im not back yet!

I will keep trusting God!

Dissociative Disorder
CPTSD
AVPD; Social avoidance
Previous/Psychotic clinical Depression
agoraphobia
obsessive/compulsive disorder
Evolution didn't stop my death, God did .....Now what?
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