So; Im on disability; Im at help line; the faction for the poor! I walk in and sit down and I just dont fit in; not culturally or educatedly; However, I fit in financially; Im a higher functioning bum.
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I need my teeth fix; my teeth have gone by the way side. I have a dentist; and my state insurance pays for things; However, not my back teeth; only the front; meaning; if I need more serious work; and I need a lot of it; cost for root canal and crown 2250 per tooth. So; I need 2 root canals; on disability money; are u kidding me?
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Sol luckily we have an SOS dental spot for the poor; about half the price! Still; Im not feeling good about any of this; How did I get into this mess of being so poor.
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I learned something at the help line; I decided to see myself as a wealthy man as I was sitting and being evaluated. I awakened above the masses of desks and computers and wall drab wall paper. I wanted a future just like anyone else. I did not feel like being pushed into the typical " Im a vagabond" position. I tried to think better; higher; brighter! Suddenly it hit me; Ive been working with the universe for a long time on success based thinking; Could I out think this place; this situation and get me back on track to doing something in my life that is worth while and worth my level of existence! We will see.