When o when o when are the right women going to come along!
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By the time I become the perfect man that can handle any situation; Ill be long dead; it will never happen; does this mean I never have a girlfriend! How many women do I have to go through! I never get started with them; its a power struggle with them; who has the power of authority; them or me; Im out of here! Im gone! Ill strike them out; three strikes and you out; and move on to the next women that source energy sends!
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I assume source energy sent them; they were not ready or I was not ready; I dont know! I cant ever see a time I'm going to e ready; not in the way most of the women I meet wont me to be!
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Im not going to ask out women when I dont feel safe and dont trust them! if hey continue to put up walls, Im not goin after them; I dont know them well enough! Ill just walk away!
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I assume when walls blocks occur between me and these women; Their the wrong women; I right them off and move on! At times; I know the women are OK; but the blocks; Im not moving through their blocks! Im gone! source energy will replace them with someone who wont put up blocks on me!
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I know women that have waited for a year for me to do something; but it was never good enough! or it wasn't done right! Now; Im asking source energy to bring me new women that dont play these games or blocks or defenses or what ever it is! I just want the right soulmates; Im dont care anymore! Im tired! I dont get it!
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I cant ask someone out when their are red flags! Something is wrong! and I have to pull back and move on!
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its frustrating because it means I go back to being lonely again! and its never ending! I dont get it!
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Ill continue to tell the universe what Im looking for in hopes that it will show up! However, I have to tell the universe what Im looking for; the style of person; they need to be inline with me so its easy for me to walk over and talk or ask them out! Im put of by games from people! Im not playing cat n mouse with anyone! thats not the time or the point; not when Im simply trying to meet them and talk to them!
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ITs time to move on; but move on to what! Will it take another 6 months to recognize the right people; and if so; will they play games like the last ones and waist another 6 months of my time!
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From this experience; Im starting to understand why its important to know more then a few women! I can move on to another when one flakes out!
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The problem is; Im never getting to a point of really conversating with anyone! I never get started! Possibly, Its time to move on anyway; Im just being exploited or played by the young women! its all a game with them!