Im trying to become a good manifester; its frustrating! Im always getting led on to one lane or another but never anything real! thats how it feels!
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Ive been told that I have to focus on what I want and why and nothing else! So; Ill do that! I have to write up experiences I want to happen; not things! For example; I want an Asian-soulmate! So; I have to write up stories of having experiences with Asian-soulmate! What experience do I want to share with this women that Im looking forward to; visualize those!
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I want a specific new bike! same thing; I have to write up experiences I want with this bike!
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Truck, house, sex, drumming, music! something!
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Ive made break throughs with art; Ive mentioned this! so, Ive made major manifestations occur! I have no resistance with art anymore; I can draw 1 picture or 10,000 thousand; doesn't matter; Im free!
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I asked the universe concerning Asian-soulmate! The universe gave me permission to date its daughters; They are owned and governed by the universe! The universe owns them; so; I ask the universe to date them; I have permission!
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The point is; Im never getting past the abstract serial stage with the universe; especially when it comes to things that cost more or actual relationships!
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Ive been brought women by the universe; nothing becomes of it! However, do I know their from the universe; I know! I wont go into it here; its private!
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The point is; it never becomes into anything! nothing! I finally give up and walk away with the idea I wasted my time!
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So; its about trusting the universe! All I wanted was a girlfriend; my God is it really that hard these days; really!
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Could their be just one women out of 3 billion that would like to be around me or share some time with me! really! no one!
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I get frustrated dealing with the universe! I have to wake up and Im trying to get the universe to wake up me!