Our partner

User avatar
OMNICELL
Consumer 6
Consumer 6
 
Posts: 1035
Joined: Tue Nov 15, 2011 5:06 am
Blog: View Blog (1020)
Archives
- October 2019
Age doesn't matter; PTSD does
   Sat Oct 12, 2019 11:17 pm
A fear of getting laid; a horrible fear
   Thu Oct 10, 2019 6:44 pm
She thought I was crazy; and she wasn't alone
   Wed Oct 09, 2019 5:00 am
Signs of handling reality
   Mon Oct 07, 2019 9:20 am

+ September 2019
+ August 2019
+ July 2019
+ June 2019
+ May 2019
+ April 2019
+ March 2019
+ February 2019
+ January 2019
+ December 2018
+ November 2018
+ October 2018
+ September 2018
+ August 2018
+ July 2018
+ June 2018
+ May 2018
+ April 2018
+ March 2018
+ February 2018
+ January 2018
+ December 2017
+ November 2017
+ October 2017
+ September 2017
+ August 2017
+ July 2017
+ June 2017
+ May 2017
+ April 2017
+ March 2017
+ February 2017
+ January 2017
+ December 2016
+ November 2016
+ September 2016
+ August 2016
+ July 2016
+ June 2016
+ May 2016
+ April 2016
+ March 2016
+ February 2016
+ January 2016
+ December 2015
+ November 2015
+ October 2015
+ September 2015
+ August 2015
+ April 2015
+ March 2015
+ February 2015
+ January 2015
+ December 2014
+ November 2014
+ October 2014
+ September 2014
+ August 2014
+ July 2014
+ June 2014
+ May 2014
+ April 2014
+ March 2014
+ February 2014
+ January 2014
+ December 2013
+ November 2013
+ October 2013
+ September 2013
+ August 2013
+ July 2013
+ June 2013
+ May 2013
+ April 2013
+ March 2013
+ February 2013
+ January 2013
+ December 2012
+ November 2012
+ October 2012
+ September 2012
+ August 2012
+ July 2012
+ June 2012
+ May 2012
+ April 2012
+ March 2012
+ February 2012
+ January 2012
+ December 2011
+ November 2011
Search Blogs

The world around me is about manifesting!

Permanent Linkby OMNICELL on Mon Aug 13, 2018 7:18 pm

Im trying to become a good manifester; its frustrating! Im always getting led on to one lane or another but never anything real! thats how it feels!
.
Ive been told that I have to focus on what I want and why and nothing else! So; Ill do that! I have to write up experiences I want to happen; not things! For example; I want an Asian-soulmate! So; I have to write up stories of having experiences with Asian-soulmate! What experience do I want to share with this women that Im looking forward to; visualize those!
.
I want a specific new bike! same thing; I have to write up experiences I want with this bike!
.
Truck, house, sex, drumming, music! something!
.
Ive made break throughs with art; Ive mentioned this! so, Ive made major manifestations occur! I have no resistance with art anymore; I can draw 1 picture or 10,000 thousand; doesn't matter; Im free!
.
I asked the universe concerning Asian-soulmate! The universe gave me permission to date its daughters; They are owned and governed by the universe! The universe owns them; so; I ask the universe to date them; I have permission!
.
.
The point is; Im never getting past the abstract serial stage with the universe; especially when it comes to things that cost more or actual relationships!

.
Ive been brought women by the universe; nothing becomes of it! However, do I know their from the universe; I know! I wont go into it here; its private!
.
The point is; it never becomes into anything! nothing! I finally give up and walk away with the idea I wasted my time!
.
So; its about trusting the universe! All I wanted was a girlfriend; my God is it really that hard these days; really!
.
Could their be just one women out of 3 billion that would like to be around me or share some time with me! really! no one!
.
I get frustrated dealing with the universe! I have to wake up and Im trying to get the universe to wake up me!

Dissociative Disorder
CPTSD
AVPD; Social avoidance
Previous/Psychotic clinical Depression
agoraphobia
obsessive/compulsive disorder
Evolution didn't stop my death, God did .....Now what?
1 Comment Viewed 1225 times
Comments

Re: The world around me is about manifesting!

Permanent Linkby Snaga on Wed Aug 15, 2018 1:38 am

I think there is someone for everyone; but keep in mind she may not be what you expect or think you want at this point in time; keep an open mind...
Image

Tell someone you love them today, because Life is short. But scream it at them in Klingon, because Life is also terrifying and confusing.

We do not delete posts.
Let it go.
Without (forum) rules, we all might as well be up in a tree flinging our crap at each other.
User avatar
Snaga
Site Admin
 
Posts: 13456
Joined: Fri Jun 27, 2014 1:58 pm
Blog: View Blog (183)

Who is online

Registered users: andiKirkwood, Bing [Bot], Bogdanypy, camb123, CinnamonRoll, Dwelt, EllaBlack, Google [Bot], Google Adsense [Bot], Google Feedfetcher, justonemoreperson, LearningToo, MSN [Bot], PainedAvoidant, rainbow_sprinkles, Sarandipity, ShinyPearl12, snookiebookie, Squaredonutwheels, Zoicite23, Zor