When I was at the meetings, I was dealing mainly with a mass of sociopaths... Its so easy to think someone new is a new creation.. They are not, they are a sociopath... I forget that anyone in the room is prison material. I forget this until its to late. If I allow them to play me, I get played.
I have to remember, they are all sociopaths, all the women included. Now I remember. The rule is, if you want a girl friend, go outside the meetings, back to the real world.
Ive toughened up, and learned a great deal. However, its a rough place, those meetings..
If you man enough, you get the women of your dreams; its that simple. Intellectual sensitivities mean nothing in those halls... "One has to remember".
I think as a man heals, he begins to see women differently, there not that tough or strong.. Men have power over them... They like a man to be a man... They are not interested in why a man is not a man.
Its a tough world. I wish it was not. Its unbelievable.
ITs sad when people are sadistic and pathological, and your only role in there life is for amusement and nothing else. If this be the case, one must leave. And leave they will. One must take God with them...