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The right women; the right niche area!

Permanent Linkby OMNICELL on Sat Feb 24, 2018 10:09 pm

Ive spent my time around the wrong people; the wrong women! My goal, as I get stronger is to be around the right women! I don't want the wrong ones around me; its useless; should I blame them; I used to! not anymore! The goal is to stop looking for the wrong people and concentrate on an a specific thought in the center of my mind of the right women! Is this easy! No! Im a victim! so, its not easy! The negative thoughts come back and I blame the world for this negative training! However, with persistence, I understand that the goal is to find the right thought to concentrate on! Create a pic of the perfect women I can think off! and concentrate on that! put her in the center of my mind; of my thinking! focus on that! and really focus on that! And that is the problem; my thinking goes negative for various reasons; the past slipping in!
My gaol is an Asian-soulmate! The feelings have been of places like Seattle, San Fransisco, Portland area; However, its centered about Hawaii and the Polynesian concept! Its very strong this pull toward Hawaii! I have to learn to grow with it and work on it until I believe in this thought!
Working on my thoughts is the key! " Thank you universe for all the good things in my life I dont know about yet".
Im scared of the outside world most of the time; Im not living how I would dream! My original idea was to leave this planet! Ive been through to much trauma! If I was in heaven; everything would be different; I could get off this crummy planet and its cruel conscious-less people and go somewhere safe! However, God had other plans! So, here I am attempting to work with source energy and the universe and make things happen! Learn to rise above the filth.
I have allot of work to do in order to trust again; its all up to me, Im a deliberate creator of my own reality! The goal is to not worry about or focus on the reality of the physical in front of me; instead; concentrate and focus on whats in my imagination that makes me feel good.

What I feel good about; I will attract!
Attraction; a 2 edged dilemma!
If I concentrate on negativity and hatred and revenge; that is what I attract; I attract what I feel! So, my feelings must change!
If I think about ugly worthless people or I think Im ugly; that is what I attract! And I must not freak out if I do so; I must continue to work on my thoughts! I must learn to have dreams and not concentrate on what is in front of me!
If I think Im ugly and not good enough for people; that is the type of people I attract; and that has been one big problem! Although I attempt to create good feelings though; deeper negate thoughts prevail.
I have found that I am attracting what I think about! I have to believe in what I think about! if I dont believe I can have what I think about; I wont have it; it will not show up! the universe does not care; it is a merrier of what Im thinking about! it reflects and sends back what I think about! I am a transmitter and the universe receives; it relay's the information back to me!
The reality I live in at the moment is what Im seeing or thinking or believing in my mind!
The goal is to feel and believe something so big that it must show up! That is the work!
Im in the beginning stages of learning how to use my mind! I have to learn to believe!

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