The psychopaths involvement with me; my inability to escape and have to deal with them face to face is whats causing my inability to get close to people; personalty and physically! The memories of being trapped by the psychopaths and the horrible long term sustained damaged it caused is causing my inability to get close to people! making me feel trapped!
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The years I was forced around psychopaths is causing me to dissociate around women and others! and if I want a relationship again with a women; I have to work on allowing the universe to bring the right people to me to get close to me!
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Ive been around women; but not the right women! thats the problem! I have to meet new women! thats the problem; and its a real fearful situation to be in!
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The right women that source energy wants me to associate with; where are they! How can I meet them if I dont know them yet! What do I do; I keep working with source energy on this!
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I have major problems getting physically close to people because Im not around the right people to get close to; I need beginning people to interact with! Source energy has to bring them!